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Jocelyn Sharp Apr 2014
What was it like to loose him?
It was like hearing every goodbye he ever said to me -
Said all at once.
Jocelyn Sharp Apr 2014
Bruises and scars are two different things.
Bruises show up on your skin cause you a little bit of pain. But after a day, a week, a month. It slowly goes away. The pain is gone. And your’e fine again.
But scars are different. They don’t go away. They may fade, they may lighten, but they don’t ever leave. They stay on your skin to remind you of the pain you went through. To remind you of what happened. They stay with you forever.

You my love,
Are the deepest scar I have ever encountered.
Jocelyn Sharp Apr 2014
Everyone in the world has a different view of what perfection looks like.

Perfection to me was you.
It was you laughing.
It was you smiling.
It was you running through the hallways like an idiot.
It was you looking at me, eyes filled with such ample amounts of love.
It was you starting my car on those icy winter mornings.
It was you playing guitar in the sunlight.
It was the way you looked when you just woke up.
It was your undying love for mango’s.
It was your kindness.
It was your sense of humor.
It was your smarts.
It was the way you held me so tight like i was the only thing that mattered.
It was the way you kissed me, tender, yet hard and needed.
It was the goosebumps you gave me just by touching my hand.
It was your love for family.
It was your wanting the best for me.
It was you loving me.
It was You.

Perfection to me was You.
Just You.
Jocelyn Sharp Apr 2014
We used to be beautiful.
A tremendous mess of skin.
Lips touching, Quivering, Shaking.
Oh how i miss those nights.

Come back to me.
Before I forget how to feel at all.
Jocelyn Sharp Apr 2014
His beautiful mind.
It was one like no other.
It was clear, It was driven.
It knew exactly what he wanted.
It used to know me, it used to love me.

But then I broke him.

I turned that beautiful mind into a battlefield of mixed emotions.
A reckless place where he was no longer safe from the world.
He had let me into his beautiful mind, and I turned it into a war zone.
I turned him into a shattered person who no longer knew what he wanted.
I fogged his clarity.

I turned him into me.
Jocelyn Sharp Apr 2014
I told him today that I was willing to wait forever.

My biggest fear is that I may actually have to.
Jocelyn Sharp Apr 2014
Regret keeps me up at night.
Thoughts of you, dancing in the warm sunlight.
Regret fills me to the very core.

I don’t know why I did it.
I still don’t to this day.
I wish there was something I could do.
Something that would have made you stay.

But I took your heart and I threw it,
Off the highest cliff I saw.
Regret made me jump after it.
Now ill never know at all.

Falling through the sky.
Memories of you around me.
Regret pulling me further down, deep.
Deep into those memories.


Ill never be the same again.
I can promise you this.
Regret fills me to the core.
Regret cuts deep into my skin.
regret memories you missing love
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