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Jessy Feb 2018
You
I loved
You
With everything I had but
You
Couldn’t even look me
In the eye
And tell me
You
Didn’t feel the same, instead
You
Cheated and lied
You
Led me on
You
Let me love
You
Until I was nothing
  Feb 2018 Jessy
jess
Please, never use the term “I felt pretty depressed” if you’re talking about that one time your parents wouldn’t let you go to that party.
Please never say “I’m so bipolar” just because someone made you mad and you went from being friendly to then yelling.
Please don’t say “I feel so anorexic” just because you forgot to eat a meal or you didn’t finish your dinner.
Please never, ever say “I swear you’re mentally *******”
Because there are people out there who actually do feel depressed.
And maybe it’s because they didn’t have a childhood, or they got abandoned way too many times or just the simple fact they’re actually just depressed.
Because there are people out there who go from being content one minute to just be shaking and trembling the next, and they can’t control the way they’re feeling.
Because there are people out there who struggle with anorexia. Who force themselves to drink water as meals because they hate their bodies.
Because there are people out there who can’t control the way they think, act and or feel.
Because mental illnesses are real; and they’re not jokes either.
So please, never, ever treat them like they are.
-j.p.
— Mental illnesses aren’t jokes; don’t laugh about them.
i posted this on tumblr like years ago and it got a lot of attention - maybe here it will too.
Jessy Feb 2018
I want to feel euphoria
I want to feel his hands on my body
I want to feel him entering me
I want to feel his lips on mine
I want to feel the shivers his touch brings to my body

I want to physically feel something
Because I don’t emotionally
Jessy Feb 2018
I can’t get out of bed
I can’t swing my legs over the edge
And place my feet on the ground
My mom says it’s because I’m lazy
But little does she know

I hate going to school
I hate walking into the building
I hate walking the hallways
I hate getting up to go to the bathroom
My teachers say it’s because I’m lazy
But little do they know

I won’t do my homework
I won’t try to focus on a sheet of paper
I won’t try to type of a three-page essay
I won’t spend hours trying to figure out what they’re asking of me
My friends say it’s because I’m lazy
But little do they know
Jessy Feb 2018
I want to be rich
So I never have to worry
I want to have all the money in the world
So I can finally feel comfort
I want to be powerful
So I can feel in control
I want to have power
So I can truly have control

I want money
I want power
Jessy Feb 2018
I don’t want to be loved
I don’t deserve it
Because all I will do
Is bring them down with me
So instead
I will live angry
Angry that I can’t be loved
Angry that I don’t deserve love
Angry that I am unlovable
Angry that the world is against me
Angry at everybody
Angry at myself
Angry
Jessy Feb 2018
I want more chocolate
To help mend my broken heart

I want more alcohol
To help me forget my problems
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