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Arrogant time, master of all
Who made you the dictator?
Determinant of our actions here
We remain at your mercy
Till death do us part
 Nov 2015 Jenna Cavanaugh
Unknown
I love the cold
It chills me to the bone
It makes me feel whole
In this world unknown
 Nov 2015 Jenna Cavanaugh
Joy
and you begin to ask yourself why you fall in love with someone who wouldn't accept another part of you
until you realize you don't really want that part of you either
November, 2015
Hello,

I've made it.
The sky is blue and the air is clean.
It's beautiful.
Everything is soft and white,
It comes from the sky and drifts..
But it is all so cold
  So cold.

I think I'll just rest here for a while..

Goodbye,

Friend
 Nov 2015 Jenna Cavanaugh
Mick
i do not write poetry

there is nothing beautiful about her suffering

nothing beautiful about watching her tear herself into pieces

she treats pain like some kind of game

she wants to know
how small she can become
you told me time heals everything, baby, but it's been eight days and the iridescent taste of your lips still sits in my mouth like acid. i always like what's bad for me, and i always end up getting that much more hurt in the end. the boy who wore black loved the girl who wore pink. you told me opposites attract. i was to naive to see what you were doing. you were halloween and i was easter, baby. don't you see? you were the art in the museum that no one understood but liked anyway; the hours between 12 and 5a.m.; the fifth grade birthday party that no one showed up to; the sentences with no meaning behind them. my heart never learned to love so quick in the back of a pick-up truck on a saturday night. and from then on, it was us, it was you and me, no coming and going, staying. i'll love you forever, baby. i'll love you forever, baby. forever. we were everything the world wanted us to be (or so i thought). i snuck out to see you on friday's and our skin turned to alcohol. we were drowning in a world of melodramatic love songs playing from a scratchy stereo system you got when you were six. we danced without knowing the words. you told me you loved me as your soft whispers found their way down my body. and we would wake, red eyes in disguise, living a life more for ourselves than for each other. i liked the feeling of being drunk and in love; you drank to forget the memories of the last girl who kissed your sorrows into nothingness. opposites don't attract as well as you led me to believe, do they, baby? and for twenty seven days and four hours, there we were. pretending like we had something in common, pretending we liked the way the alcohol infected our lungs, pretending the fights we had were necessary, pretending we liked skipping school to **** in your car in a parking lot in the middle of nowhere. we were pretending so much that we never knew the real us. we were hollow, we were glass all along. we are glass. no matter how you put it; you were stained glass and i was a snow globe, you were a window and i was a light bulb, we still shatter. we fell apart like we'd been struck by lightning. a million pieces of you and a million pieces of me in the atmosphere.
Dear God, are you there?
Or am I just praying to air?
I once believed beyond doubt in you
And now I just don't know what's true

Dear God, can you help?
Can't you hear my fearful yelp?
I don't wish to be an issue
I just want to know if I would miss you

Dear God, I'm struggling here
I'm not used to not feeling you near
To tell you the truth, I'm really scared
I miss the trust we used to share

Dear God, is Love real?
Is it really the biggest deal?
How can I know Love without my past?
How can I know Love's meant to last?

Dear God, please don't let me go
There's things I've learned I don't wish to know
Please show me God what I can do
Anything, everything, to get back close to you
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