J - Hello Poetry

J May 2014

3.30am

I can't remember the last time
I could sleep
Without the need to drink
To pass out
Without any thoughts
In my mind

Do I need an escape from reality
A new city?
Or a hobby? Or to get lost
In someone's eyes?
Life seems pretty bleak
Or maybe I just need sleep

#sleep #am #tired #3-30

J May 2014

Endless Hours

This mood is tedious
Waiting patiently
For nothing in particular

All the smiles never last
Always returning to
My lonely hour

#alone #empty #hungover

J May 2014

Alone Again

Recently I have been alone
This time
I feel it
I hate it

I was lonely before
But comfortable, content
What is different
I have lost feelings or gained?

During the lonely hours
Do I miss you
Or the idea of you
I don't really want to know

I need to be comfortable with being alone again.

#lonely #alone #loss #repeat #again #gain #or #hour

J Apr 2014

Useless

Why
Wasn't
I there
For you

#sorry #useless

J Apr 2014

Run Away

All I want to do
If I can't have you,
Is run as far away
As I can,
Across the sea

I can't cope
When my heart stops
At the thought of you,
Even worse when someone
Who looks like you

#heart #escape #stop #you #run #like #looks

J Mar 2014

Honeymoon

The start of something new
So much promise in sight
What the hell happens
When it is no longer right

Your querks and habbits
Just annoy me now
Was the honeymoon period
Just us being nice?!

#nice #honeymood #querks

J Mar 2014

Enough is enough

You aren't the one for me
I knew that from the start
But then why does it hurt
When we are apart