Stop.
It.
   Mind.
Just SHUT UP for once
Stop the streams from overflowing out from that useless brain
Put on breaks on the car you're driving fast and insane
Mind is stupid bleaming useless rhymes
To the twisted nerves of the twisted inward eye
Unfaithful teachings, Just stop before being taught
Untruthful preachings, it's all a lie but you don't get caught
You're all an illusion
But my thoughts, an addictive dillusion
It's all impossible things I think of
Then it's hard to breathe when I know it's true
That it's impossible to be with you
Just slow down the streams
That flow within me like a flue
Contagious to make me clear to stand away from truth
Stop deceiving me as if I am a stranger
Make things to me more elucid
Instead of pushing me into danger
Because I am a mere innocent kid
Trapped on your purposely slippery pathways
My car to future like this would soon skid.


You are me, you understand?
Stop pushing me and give me your hand
Take me up and up
Higher, I am not a scared pup
I know what you are doing
I am family, don't get me falling
DOWN
  BACK
TO EARTH
You are a part of me
Then let me see
How we could be
When we co-operate together in harmony.

So, brain,
Don't leave me alone
Be in control
Don't lose your track
I am behind your back
I'll be there for you
You'll be there for I
Let's not make us fall into the pit
Instead make the sky a target we should together hit.

Please don't cheat on I
Because you're the last one me trusts
Do never say to innocence your goodbyes
Or else like my words
We'll both be stuck here like
DuMb wOrst bUds.

Just one word from your beautiful lips
Could make my day
Just one smile, just one glimpse
Could make me gay
Somehow, oh lord, I am attracted
God knows if you get to know would you be repelled?
Or would you disappear from to a far away land?

I am a beast
And I know how bad a I am for you
Yet to make you smile is the least
I can do to make my dreams come true
I haven't changed yet
But soon will
If you don't go away
If you stand here still
Just see me smile as you do,
It's an addicting pill.


I don't know how to encounter your thoughts
I wish I could read minds
But if it was possible for everyone to feel these hots
In me, then I would have killed myself
If you hadn't accepted me.

I am no princess of this kingdom you belong to
I am no Queen beside the throne you hang on to
A mere beggar, you call me that
Only begging for your smile full of love, for the fact
If even if you throw me out of your kingdom
I won't be cross because a beast knows her appearance
Your beauty is what I would forever hum
Just for once give me clearance
If you feel the same magic or not
Or if this spell hasn't reached you yet
I would go away on the boat
To a voyage for myself I long ago set.

Your approval will reverse my travel
Say hi or goodbye
Let these twisted secret feelings in our hearts unravel
Just for once, be my guide.

Purple thoughts of sprinting mind
Beautiful, loving, a shade of pink
Wandering, stressing out too much
The thoughts blotting my mind like a permanent ink
I want to say it to him
But I don't know how to think
Of something to spread smile across that face from grim
I don't know how to speak out my heart
I don't know if I do then would we be apart
Or closer than I never thought?

I want to burst out those words
In a simple manner
But simple seems more difficult
Difficult which makes me less saner.

So soon I would
Flush out those feelings
Into a void
A
   N
D
     I
WOULD
     FEEL  
   LONELY
TO
     BE
ALIVE,
Bury the thoughts and revive my sadness
Like I did it yesterday.