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 May 2015 Ishita
sayona
note to self
 May 2015 Ishita
sayona
i may have never been good enough for you,
but i sure as hell will be good enough for myself.
never again will i let anyone eradicate my self confidence
right before my very eyes
and never again will i succumb to trying to living up to anyone's standards besides my own.
especially to that of a boy.
i can't make your body ache to intertwine with mine,
neither can i be your muse,
and neither can i make your heart go into cut time every time i'm near.
but the good thing is,
it doesn't matter.
you can't force pieces that don't fit
and you just can't force feelings that aren't there.
 May 2015 Ishita
Jane
Deja vu
 May 2015 Ishita
Jane
Could you pass me those cigarettes,
So I can smoke this pain away,
My death is seen well preset,
There should be no delay.

Drown my thoughts with your flame,
I think I'm the one to blame,
To you I brought upon shame,
And this was just a little game.

Cut my bleeding heart in two,
Your name written on it like tattoo,
We feels like a long lost deja vu,
And now my lungs are imbue.

All of these calm waves tonight,
I'd tell myself it'll be alright,
All I'll have to do is close my eyes,
And bid the world goodbye.
I prefer drugs over you
 May 2015 Ishita
CautiousRain
Soggy shoes, rain in blues,
the frigid water splashing,
on my toes; from heels it flew,
walking here, just me and you.

Poking fun, the water runs,
from my feet, from our cheeks,
my steps align, from puddles they lie,
you cast aside a funny glance.

One wrong step, feet and legs all wet,
what a mistake, the ripples make,
displaced by our steps within the rain,
perhaps they'll be okay.

What a gaffe, you just laugh,
these soggy shoes upon my feet,
the rain seems awfully cool, soft whispers said,
it's been nice spending time with you.
 May 2015 Ishita
B
Untitled
 May 2015 Ishita
B
Pretend you love me just for tonight
 May 2015 Ishita
B
Don't
 May 2015 Ishita
B
Don't cry out his
name
when you're
drowning
because he's the
one who
pushed
you down below the
surface
in the first
place.*



B.S.
 May 2015 Ishita
K
S P A C E
 May 2015 Ishita
K
Today,
We                                                     are                                                             like
                       these                                                     words
apart                                              discrete­                                                   isolated

and the only thing that we can bring each other back
is to eliminate the spaces in between.
 May 2015 Ishita
Madeysin
Yellow
 May 2015 Ishita
Madeysin
Lettuce forgive those, who do wrong,
Because I don't carrot all anymore.
Buzz
 May 2015 Ishita
CPM
scared
 May 2015 Ishita
CPM
i'm scared to let you hold my hand
because i'm afraid my fingers will miss
the warmth of yours once you leave

i'm scared to kiss you
because i don't want my lips
to only remember the taste of yours

i'm scared to look you in the eyes
because i get lost
and i don't want to lose myself

- *CPM
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