Jeg drømte, at du elskede mig
og du fortalte mig det
hele tiden
ved hjælp af ord
ved hjælp af blikke
ved hjælp af handlinger

Jeg drømte, at jeg kunne mærke dig
og du kunne mærke mig
og vi mærkede hinanden

Jeg drømte at nutiden var vigtigst af alt
fortiden var glemt
fremtiden var uendelig

Men jeg er vågen nu
og det eneste, jeg kan mærke
er
kolde lagner
regnen imod ruden
omklamrende tomhed

i used to love the smell of her
on my clothes
i used to enjoy her hair
pacing in front of my eyes.

but
everything collapsed
worlds colliding
people make mistakes
even the people we love.

now i'm more in love
with our memories
than with her.
but in the end
we all become the person
we swore we'd never be.

hi sam. pls f off
I really need to study
but i still luv u

"you've gotten bigger."
you say to me
as we eat at the same tree
that we have eaten at since grade 7.

"your hair looks horrible"
you say to me
as we get ready to go
to his party.

"your acne is coming back"
you say to me
as we get ready for prom
and our dates.

and one day
i skip lunch
and you ask why
and i shrug.

and one day
i curl my hair for the first time
and you as why
and i shrug.

and one day
i wear lots of make up
and you ask why
and i shrug.

but that night
i slit my wrist
and swallowed pills
instead of dressing up.

why you might ask?
because i'm horrendous
inapplicable
disgusting.

don't you remember
the days you reminded me?
well here you go.