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652 · Feb 2018
Leaving
Iqwan Roslanni Feb 2018
The world was asleep
that is when I had you on my mind,
It's driving me crazy, I couldn't deny,
It all started that November night when you left,
I spend the night crying
I think about what I did wrong,
You said you hate me
but why?
I couldn't accept the word hate came out of your mouth instead of love,
and then you walk away,
The rain was pouring onto your crimson shirt,
my heart did too.

Time passes, whether I'm ready or not,
Now or later,
You'll leave
but you did sooner that I thought you would.
Feelings
616 · Nov 2017
it's fading...
Iqwan Roslanni Nov 2017
The taste of the coffee I had the morning you left
still lingers in my mouth,
it was dark but delicate.

When you left,
I had to act like it was fine because
you only love me when it's silent.
I wonder how can you act like I'm nobody when
it's loud.

The photographs are no longer hanging,
the writings are no longer clear.
It has turned old and bronzy,
because you’re no longer here.

Our memories.
It’s fading,
and it's the best feeling.
I miss you...
595 · Nov 2017
Champion of my heart.
Iqwan Roslanni Nov 2017
Meeting you was like breathing fresh air while I was drowning,
blue shirt and that shiny hair.
I finally found my reasons to smile again,
It was the best of time,
but it wasn't for long,
distance tore us apart.

Love is a battle,
I don't want to get hurt,
You dont't want to hurt me,
I knew from the start
I would never win,
but what I want you to know is
you're always going to be the
champion of my heart
cause everytime you look at me, I lose my mind.
I love you.
514 · Apr 2018
wasted words.
Iqwan Roslanni Apr 2018
I've written so many notes for you,
I chose just the beautiful words to potray you,
So many pair of eyes read them but,
It was all just for you.

There are nights I could hear your voice,
but night like this reminds me of how you used to put tears on my face,
Never in a million years I thought "we" would fall apart,
But all of my words failed to make you stay,it was all just just ended up wasted.
386 · Nov 2017
our own way.
Iqwan Roslanni Nov 2017
When it comes to you,
even wine are no longer depressing,
I just hope that
no matter how far we get,
our hearts will never forget.

Even If one day
we become a stranger,
your smile,
will forever I remember.

For now,
I know step by step we're going on our own way,
but I'm neither worried nor sad,
because those that belong together will always find their way back.
Wine; the darkest shade in purple that represents sadness
368 · Nov 2017
Colours of us.
Iqwan Roslanni Nov 2017
I watch you walk away,
There are no strength in me
to run, to catch you, to hear what you say,
After all this time,
I've been missing the wrong person anyway.

When the night came,
I leaned against the wall,
silently alone, i cry,
I got knocked down the floor,
but you stand tall,
and again I was wrong.

You put me in the blue of sadness,
But I rise like a red knight,
Without you by my side,
the yellow sunset shines bright.
just another day, another drama
349 · Sep 2017
a drop of a pen.
Iqwan Roslanni Sep 2017
You probably don't see flowers growing on my chest
whenever you call my name
because you never look at me the way I look at you,
You pushed me,
You killed me,
I don't have to search anymore,
I don't have to cry anymore
because I can finally say that the spell
doesn't work anymore.
I'm over you.

there are no more words to spill,
there are no more blank papers to write on,
in fearless the pen dropped,
and the pain stopped.
this is about my former lover. i hope you guys like it.
273 · Jul 2018
dream
Iqwan Roslanni Jul 2018
you're such a dream to me,
your smile fades the pain away and it set me free,
your personality melts my heart in every way,
the coldest night feels warm with your presence,
i fell for you for an instant.

but through the night
you found a new person
and suddenly i'm your history.
another goodbye,
my heart has room for more if you ask.
Iqwan Roslanni Feb 2018
i still see you during the darkest night,
i feel at ease whenever you're around,
your warm hands holding mine,
making me feel safe like a billion stars protecting this tired soul of mine,
you're the sun that gives me warmth whenever you smile,
you're the beat of my heart that gives me a chance to feel alive again.
i dare ask the moon,
this is love right?
because the pain doesn't hurt the way it used to be anymore.
feelings ii

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