Yo I aint tryna do drugs bro
Just tryna feel the natural high that life can give tho
Was too caught up with giving a care
The **** I look like, a bear?

Dont know how long this '**** it' mood will last
But it better help me learn something from that ****** past
I'm ready to leave it all behind yo
Life's like a stop light, and right now it's green so let's go

Speaking of it, nothing's better than letting it all pass
Getting lost in the music, life is a dance so shake your ***
Nothing better than being me,
If you gotta problem better drink your own ***

Lol just kidding!
Or was I really
Come join me with this song I'm singing
It's a catchy beat so let loose and let go of your feelings
Tonight's the night that we are numb
Yeah kinda young, but not really dumb

Gotta watch out cause too much fun will get your *** kicked
Hopefully this night would be longer than your ****
**** sorry that escalated too quickly
My bad, but **** I'm not really guilty

Well man idk what to say
I guess lets just make the night fade away
Like our feelings that we felt in the past
Lol no more of that, let's live life fast

I'm feeling free for once in my life
Dont need to care, I'm feeling the vibe
Who cares what they say?
**** what they think
I'mma do me and take a sip of my drink

The wild animal in me is raging to come back
Go sprak on the dance floor, making it crack
Life's all about having fun, no time for being sad
Let's make the most out of it; let's do something bad

Nothing wrong with breaking the rules
If you're not about that life, stop wasting your joules
Live a little, that's all I can say
We're just having fun and it wont matter anyway

"Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush?"

I've never felt this way before
The nervous feeling I get when I talk to you
I cant help but smile though
When I'm with you I just feel so

Why did I fall so hard
I didnt see it coming
Developed the feelings and I started running
I tried to put up a fight
I lost every time, but I held on tight

I'm just sitting here, being helpless
Tossing and turning at night, feeling so restless
Thinking that if you only knew how much I cared about you
Would it make a difference or would I lose?

No matter what I'll always be here, it's true
In rain or shine just call me, because I care about you
Never mind the feelings and the empty promises,
I'll give my heart and I got your back, it's common sense

Never have I loved anyone as selfless as I loved you
But I know it isn't meant to be no matter what I do
So I'll just sit here and wait for my feelings to be gone
And be the willing friend you need and you can call on.

There is alot
Alot on my mind
Alot on my plate
Alot on my to do list

I lack alot
I do not have alot
But all I really know is
I love you alot.

Idk
Thats all I can say
Cause really, I dont know
Fear of uncertainty
What's the point of knowing if there is no uncertainty at all?

Why do people know things yet still feel uncertain?
Gaps arent filled, there's room for empty promises
Questions I will ask but I will never know the answer to
Do I really wanna find out?
Idk

I hate how I find you so cute, but you hate it when people call you cute
I hate how you hate it when people rest their arms on your shoulders, when I grew fond of doing it just to annoy you
I hate how precise you are on what you do, when I just tend to appreciate everything about it  
I hate how alike we are, and how everyone says its meant to be because I already know it's not
I hate how you can just stare into my eyes and I'll get lost in yours
I hate how you wipe the sides of my mouth after I eat bread because there are crumbs on my face
I hate how you're so annoying and you do random **** like attempt to remove my shoe, touch my eye lashes and bite my arm
I hate how you hate the fact that I love James Reid
I hate how you always get mad at me when I ***** your pants with my shoes
I hate how your teeth always hurt because of your braces and I always hit your face forgetting that it does
I hate how you actually laugh at my jokes because I dont even laugh at them
I hate how you always hit me when I'm being annoying but I just wanna hug you
I hate how you're so tall already and I have to tip toe just to hug you
I hate how you look at me when I'm on my phone, it's scary
I hate how you accidentally call me when we're texting
I hate how your hugs are so warm and comforting when I just wanna hit you all the time
I hate how you always care about me even If I don't care about myself
I hate how we have different views in life but we are so similar in other ways
I hate how you always tell me my eyes are brown when they're really just a **** color
But I love that you are everything that I hate and I hate that I love everything that you are.