Becoming vulnerable is like
skinning an orange that is unsure
of its own ripeness.

We all crave
Symmetry
Balance
and
Purity
In this world so
Twisted
Sullied
and
Chaotic

I still love you.
But only in my dreams do you truly love me back.

i love this girl
but i used to love this other girl
and i used to think
i always would

but i don't

and it's an ugly thing
to not love someone anymore
so i won't love this girl
and it's still

an ugly thing

You’re a little dot in the world,
A speck of dust in galaxy’s far-flung ball of dirt.
You pop, you *****, and you often break
Though you don’t shine like all stars do,
You dazzle me; you gleam your smiles like moonlights too.
Whether or not we’ll meet in this wee life,
Please leave a room for you and me—a corner,
Where we could make our own tiny universe.
Spend dwindling moments and swaddle warm kisses,
And by the time I’ll say bye my dear,
I shan’t forget ever in my last breath,
How spectacular it was to touch a universe through you.

I am humiliated for loving you,
For trusting you,
For believing you were someone worth fighting for.

I broke my morals and beliefs,
I gave you my heart so foolishly,
You turned out to be everything I hoped I’d never find.

You disgust me,
Not because you broke my heart,
Because you made me a second choice.

You made me look weak,
I am the girl who wasn’t good enough,
I am the girl who is pitied now.

Hope she was worth it,
Leaving me for someone else,
I am not second best and you helped me see that.

If you knew how much pain you caused me you would never be able to look me in the eye again.