I Still ******* Hate You.
Can't Let It Go, Can't Let It Be,
Can't Even Breath, I'm Suffocating.

My Ire Expands Like Fire.
Why Fan The Flames? Don't Treat Me Like ****, I Know Your Games,
I Climbed From That Pit.

You Turn Around & Tell Tall Tales,
Watch Faces Pale As I Tip The Scales,
You'll Be Left Behind To Bite Your Nails,
Tides Will Turn You'll Hide From Gales.

Watch Me As I Offload My Hurt,
Watch Me Wash Away This Dirt,
Watch Me Wake Up I'm Alert,
Watch Me Wish You Were The First.

I Don't Really Care Anymore,
Don't Disturb I'll Close The Door,
Thinking Has Become A Chore,
Breathing Fumes I Hug The Floor.

Darkness Looms & Seeps In Pores,
Body Blistered & Covered In Sores,
Diseases Grow Beyond Natural Laws,
Can't Escape You Are Your Flaws.

Blood Is Burnt & Turned To Ash,
Soul Is Sick It Sticks Like Tar,
Charred Skin Spreads Just Like A Rash,
The Road Is Long The End Is Far.

It Is What It Is & Will Be Just As So,
Stand In The Threshold While Wanting To Go,
Stand In The Same Place You Are What You Know,
Everyone Withers Only Some People Grow.

He's High On Chronic,
I Find His Life Ironic,
Looking For Cures Like It's In A Tonic,
Looking For Health In The End He's Far From It.

I Find It Funny We Spin & Keep Spinning,
No Body Wins We're All Sins That Keep Sinning,
Trash Bags In Bins It's Our Skin That Keeps Thinning,
Knock Down The Pins In The Ring Who Keeps Winning.

Who Is A Champ,
Who Is The Chimp,
Who Owns The Camp,
Who Is The Imp.

He's High On Chronic,
Small Minds Think They're Iconic,
Looking For Cures Like It's In A Tonic,
You Opened The Gate Now Who Is Demonic.

I'm Wasting Away, I'm Less Than I Was,
Wanted To Stay, What Was The Cause?
Won't Let Me Play, I'm Left On All Fours,
The Screens Going Grey, He Left Me On Pause.

What Is This Game, Who Are You Gaming?
Giving Me Blame How My Body Is Shaming,
Fall In A Slumber Like I Am A Shaman,
You'll Talk About *** But My *** Doesn't Shame Me.

Empowered I Flowered When I Lost Virginity,
I Was Made Iron I Lost My Fragility,
I Am Like Fire I'll Burn Through Infinity,
Mind Is Made Fluid It Moves With Agility.

Don't Pick At My Petals Or Pull At The Stalk,
I Know A Demon & He Has A Fork,
I Seen A Body Outlined In White Chalk,
Passed A Thin Line How Far Did You Walk?

Why Am I Laughing, I'm Feeling So Manic, I Think I'm Unscrewed,
I Need A Mechanic.

I Crash Into Barriers, I'm Grinding Up Metal,
Dust In The Sky & It Lands Where I Settle.

I'm Feeling Fine, I'm Ten Out Of Nine, I'm Making No Sense,
Don't Climb Up The Vine.

I'm Feeling Like Grime, I'm Spent Out Of Time, Life Makes No Sense, We Climb While We Grind.

Now I Just Pine, I Walk A Thin Line,
I'm Looking For Signs While Theirs Sweat Down My Spine.

I'm Looking For Me In The Mist Of Despair,
I'm Looking For Reason When I Didn't Care,
I Found My Feet Now I'm Climbing Upstairs,
I Woke Up From Sleep Now I ****** Nightmares.

My Mouth Is So Wet Yes I'm Salivating,
Towards The Queens Honey We're Gravitating,
We're So Close Feel That Heat On Your Face,
The Truth Is Morose Because They'll Take Your Place.

One Will Fall Down So That Others Can Rise,
Others Throw Stones Just To Quicken The Ride,
But Their The Same Ones Filling Churches With Cries,
Their The Same Ones Feeling Wholesome Inside.

They Will Line Up To Mourn With Fake Tears,
From The Cradle To Kissing Coffins With Snake Sneers,
They Will Line Up To Ensure That You're Dead,
Covering Smiles Their Faces Like Lead.

Millions Ravaging Bones,
Smarter Ones Fight Over Thrones,
Ashes Still Warm When The Crowns Over Thrown,
Death Rolls In Graves At The Seeds We Have Sown.

Depression Grows Like A ****,
It Attacks What You Need,
Creating Feelings Of Anxiety,
Or Cavernous Spaces Sitting Quietly.

It's The Soul Crushing Pit,
Tartarus Has Nothing On It,
Beyond The Depths Of ****,
Worse Than What Was Writ.

How Like A Leaf In The Wind Did Some Flow,
Others Like Lead In A Lake They Won't Grow,
Who Didn't Grieve When The Inner Youth Died,
How Did You Know I Was Blunted Inside?

How Can I Breath When I Feel Like Its Stolen,
How Can I Stand When My Ankles Are Swollen,
Burnt Down To The Wick But I'm Never Off Sick,
I Never Break Even & I'll Never Brick.

I Should Decide If I Should Be Revived,
A Broken Part Of Me This Shell Is Derived,
Recoveries Road But I Didn't Drive.
I Woke Up But I Didn't Survive.