Depression Grows Like A ****,
It Attacks What You Need,
Creating Feelings Of Anxiety,
Or Cavernous Spaces Sitting Quietly.

It's The Soul Crushing Pit,
Tartarus Has Nothing On It,
Beyond The Depths Of ****,
Worse Than What Was Writ.

How Like A Leaf In The Wind Did Some Flow,
Others Like Lead In A Lake They Won't Grow,
Who Didn't Grieve When The Inner Youth Died,
How Did You Know I Was Blunted Inside?

How Can I Breath When I Feel Like Its Stolen,
How Can I Stand When My Ankles Are Swollen,
Burnt Down To The Wick But I'm Never Off Sick,
I Never Break Even & I'll Never Brick.

I Should Decide If I Should Be Revived,
A Broken Part Of Me This Shell Is Derived,
Recoveries Road But I Didn't Drive.
I Woke Up But I Didn't Survive.

Lonely So Worthless,
A Wanderer Hearthless,
If Home Holds The Heart,
We're All Lacking A Part.

If Houses Made Homes Then We'd Never Cry,
Sleepiness Rouses So One Day We Try,
Hope Held In Hands So The Wings They Can Fly,
Nothing I Knew When The Truth Was Held High.

How We're So Fragile,
We Snap We're Not Agile,
We're Glass & We Shatter,
Despite All That Matters.

If Roads Lead To Riches,
I'd Rip Out My Stitches,
Then Smack All The *******,
Forget All The Snitches.

But That's Not The Story,
The Truth Is More Gory,
Sweat Blood For Some Glory,
Personal **** (.) & I'll ***** Me.

Dead Inside Is The Raw Me,
Instead Of Life It Just Bores Me,
Raw Nothing Better Hit My Core Please,
Bottle Is Empty But He Still Pours Me.

He & His Name Is I,
Reflected The Truth Cannot Lie,
Breath Is Released In A Sigh,
Lonely But I Cannot Cry.

Got To Have Guts,
You Need To Fly High,
So Stop With The Buts,
& At The Least You Should Try.

Maybe It's Easier Said Than Done,
There's No Light When You Blot Out The Sun,
Maybe It's Time To Just Let It All Slip,
Chalk On My Hand But I Cannot Get Grip.

Maybe It's Time That I Strap Up My Boots,
Plucked From The Earth & I'm Torn By My Roots,
Maybe It's Time To Pave My Own Path,
Revisit Youths Joy & Have A Good Laugh.

I'm A ***** That They Cuff,
Won't Introduce Me To Mami 'Cause I'm Not Enough,
Said That He Understands Me But He Has Turned Tough,
Now He's In My Spot So He Knows It Was Rough.

**** Your Apology,
Read The Situation In Reverse Chronology,
I Guess That Hate Is Inscribed In Your Pathology,
All Of The Stories But **** Your Mythology.

He Is An Author & He's Writing Fiction,
All Of His Tales Are Causing Me Friction,
My Words Are Aggressive It's Reflected In Diction,
He Just Loves *** (Yes) It's His Addiction.

Now That I'm Angry I'll Blind The Fire,
Now That I'm Grown I'll Bind My Desire,
I Wanted To Hurt You & Wanted To End You,
That's Emotional Growth From Where I Could Mend You.

Now When They Aim I Won't Defend You,
How When They Change & Try To Pretend To (.)  
Be The Same Person Not What They Descend To,
Playing The Game & Then They Offend You.

Tigers & Zebras (.) I Think You're A Snake,
Liars & Lovers (.) The Shame That They Take,
But It's Betrayal A Mood I Can't Shake,
Should've Known Better But I Loved A Flake.

There Is A Demon Inside,
Exorcisms Don't Work As Religions Are Vain,
Magic Can Work But Don't Take That In Vain,
It Takes Practice & Repetition & Practising Until You're Conditioned.

It Takes More Than The Human Condition,
It Is A War Of Conflicting & Ancient Traditions,
It's A Life Wrote In Sand & Predicted To Scatter,
Will Of The Wind & Where Change Is The Matter.

What's Left Inside,
& What Was Once True?
When The Demons Have Died,
When It Is Just You.

What Is The Reason & What Was The Sense,
While I'm Not Easing 'Cause I Am Tense,
I Am Left Me But Not What Has Passed,
In This Arena I Am Out Classed.

I Was Just Looking For D,
Now I'm Adrift In The Sea,
So Sweetie Who Will I Be?
When You're Through With Me.

He's Looking Hungry I Think That He'll Tear Me,
Put On My Skin He's So Nasty He'll Wear Me,
I Know The Drill So *** Doesn't Scare Me,
I Feel The Thrill & Know Him Only Barely.

Shameful, I Know How I Change With The Flow,
Blameful, I'm Not How I Seem Let It Show,
Unattainable, I'm A Flame At The Wick,
Irrefutably, To My Light You Will Stick.

He's Charming Me,
Then Disarming Me,
Never Even Alarming Me,
All Of His Essence Calming Is Me.

Shameful, I Know What It Takes To Just Grow,
Blameful, Are People Who Darken Your Glow,
Unattainable, His Lips On My Brow While His Hands On My Hips & His Hands Take Me Now,
Irrefutably Yours, His Hands Cover Jaws, His Mouth Against Mine & It Crossed A Thin Line.

Make Like A Ghost & Go Quiet,
I'll Lead The Pack To A Riot,
My Wolves Are Done Looking Like Sheep,
I'll Lead Cheaters To Heaps Where They Weep.

Make Like A Ghost & Go Die,
Hope That You Know I Won't Cry,
Shouldn't Have Broken Our Ties,
Shouldn't Have Spoken Those Lies.

Make Like A Ghost & Go Wail,
The Games How You Play & Then Fail,
The Coffin You Knocked In This Nail,
Now You're Stuck Chasing Your Tail.

Make Like A Ghost & Go Haunt,
I Will Ignore While You Taunt,
I Will Just Fly Through & Flaunt,
Guess I Am Just What You Want.