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 Dec 2019 kain
Mica Light Poetry
She's shaking.
Unstable.
For the taking.
Swallowed in fog.
Connection is lost.
She's cut off
From herself.
She's cut off.
Can't get out.
There is no where but here.

"Disappear. Disappear."
She whispers.

"I am here. I am here."
She answers.

"Tell me." He says,
"Tell me all that you dread."

And her fears spoke louder
Than anything ever said.
Inspired from learning about polyvagal theory and the feeling of being "stuck" in the sympathetic state (fight/flight/freeze) or dorsal (collapse). Speaking about where youre at can help you bring back ventral state to the foreground, the beneficial state, the ability to have connectedness at ease.
 Dec 2019 kain
eli
Hell inside
 Dec 2019 kain
eli
i think that hell itself
is not red and fire filled,
i believe that it is the girl
clothed in black,
that she lurks in the shadows
trying not to be noticed

or maybe, she is not hell
but hell is inside of her,
and she just wants to get it out
she just wants to let go
 Dec 2019 kain
eileen
friend of mine
 Dec 2019 kain
eileen
sʜᴇ ʜᴜʀᴛs ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴍᴀʟʟᴇsᴛ ᴡᴀʏs
ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ sʜᴏʀᴛᴇsᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴅs
sʜᴇ ᴄᴜᴛs ᴍᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴀᴘᴇʀᴄᴜᴛ
ɪ ᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ
sʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀᴍᴀɢᴇ
sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇs sʜᴇ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ

ᴡɪʟʟ ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ fᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇsᴛ ᴏf ᴍʏ ʟɪfᴇ

ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ᴛᴏ fᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇ
ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ

ɪ'ᴅ fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴏɴ

ʏᴏᴜ ᴛɪᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟf ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴇ
ᴄᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏff ᴀɢᴀɪɴ
ᴄᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏᴜᴛ

ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪs ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏ
ʇı ǝʌol I sı ʍouʞ I llɐ
 Dec 2019 kain
Anonymous Freak
So darling,
In the moments
You turn around
And catch me staring at you
Wide eyed,
Know that I’m drinking you up.
Carefully filing everything you do in my memory
So I can pull it out
On lonely walks in the park and down the street,
So I can think of you
On cold nights laying in bed.
Because it won’t last,
But I want to remember
Every second.
 Dec 2019 kain
Camilla Peeters
my stomach is infested with worms i try
to pull them out one by one they keep
getting longer though i keep
getting lonelier though they eat
my insides and i am pulling nerves and
arteries alongside the pain i am
almost to the point of being numb
please fill my emptiness with blood and
pour it out all over me so i can
breathe only in red
or please let me lie to myself completely
have been plagued by nightmares
 Dec 2019 kain
Nat Lipstadt
Why Men Cry in the Bathroom

For so many reasons.
I will tell you the why.
I think you know,
Or perhaps, you think you know.

Men are always O.K.,
Even when not.

We expect the worse,
Accept the worse,
Nonetheless,
We are forever unprepared.

Wearily, we cry,
In the bathroom, in private,
Lest sighs slip by,
We be unmasked,
Early warring, strife signs warning.

Copious, tho we weep
Before the mirror confessor,
It is relief untethered,
Unbinding of the feet,
An uncounting
Of beaded rosaries,
Of freshly fallen hail stones,
Of night times terrors
By dawn's early edition's light,
and welcomed.

But look for the mute tear,
The eye-cornered drop,
*** tat, that never drops,
But never ceases formation and
Reforming, over and over again,
In a state of perpetuity of reconstitution,

The tippy tear of an iceberg revealing,
And I see you peeping, wondering,
What is beneath


Look for:
the torn worm-eaten edges of spirit,
thrift shop bought, extra worn,
grieving lines neath the eyes,
where the salt has evaporated,
discolored the skin.
worry lines,
under and above,
browed mapped, furrowed boundaries.
the laugh line saga,
where better days are stored,
recalled, as well as recanted,
publicly, privately.

Why just men?

I don't know,
Perhaps,
it is all I know.


Jan 6, 2013
your effusive and lengthy comments are each a poem in their own right.  

Tinkered with June 22, 2013
With a push from Bala,
A serial peeper, thank God!
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