i just wanna get f*cked up so maybe then i'll forget the way your lips taste when you've just had smoke in your lungs.

so i think it might be best
if i try to
separate myself for awhile
ive been opened up so far
but honestly its quite exhausting
all the reaching out and wondering who cares
who cares enough to reach back
so i think it might be best
if i close my doors for awhile
because i am so tired
i just need to sleep for a little
and recharge
maybe i can try this thing again a little later

*but im just so tired.

she tasted like rich wine,
and i was drunk on her love.