i was lying with my head on your chest,
listening to your heartbeat,
when i was overwhelmed by sadness.
a sadness so deep i could feel it cutting
through me. a sadness so strong that i
felt like i was suffocating.
i balled a fist with your shirt, holding
tightly in case you slipped away; you,
the last thing that i have to keep me sane.
please dont go.