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Jan 2020 Vic

stargazer

when i left my mark
i didn't think
it would be a scar

i dreamed of it being a handprint
on your heart
but i see now, that i've only cut it open

and sorry is not the bandage that i once believed it could be
time no longer the cure i had labeled it

i see now why the doctor prescribed those
shifting glances
and one word responses

because i am just a relapse waiting to happen

i know sorry doesn't cut it. but... sometimes it seems like that's all i am.

sorry </3

#remorse

Jan 2020 Vic

come back (please)?

Jan 2020 Vic

larni

come back (please)?

once upon a time
long ago
there was a you and me

i knew you once
and it was nice
silence was comfy
and we didnt have to try

i knew you once
long ago
you shared your secrets
and i shared mine

i knew you once
long ago
but where did you go...?

argh, i miss you.

#breakup #relationship #love #missing #younglove #boyfriend #girlfriend #iloveyou

Jan 2020 Vic

lies

Jan 2020 Vic

Anna Bell

lies

“i love you”
those words
                      d
                         r
                           i
                             p
                               p
                                 e
                                   d
                                      from his lips
i believed his deceitful manner
his charisma, it was alluring

I think most people take this as an s.o. but it could be anyone who stopped loving you a friend, a parent to just deceive you to get what they want from you. I also thought of the devil as I wrote this, he deceives you and feeds you with lies to follow him.

Jan 2020 Vic

War

Jan 2020 Vic

Wilbur

War

"Maybe she's talking about me"
"No, why would she be?"
"Because she misses you."
"No, she doesn't. Not after what you did."
"But she does, and she hasn't been the same since you left."
"You're wrong, she's more than fine without me."

It's a constant war in my head
And this is only one example of a battle

Ever since I left I've not been the same
But I can't go back
She doesn't want me back
And she never will

#missingyou #war #mentalwar #never #love

Jan 2020 Vic

The Rules of Haiku Haiku

Jan 2020 Vic

Jim

The Rules of Haiku Haiku

First line has five claps
Second line has two extra
Third goes back to five

Jan 2020 Vic

Letters To Jennie ~ {#2}

Jan 2020 Vic

Makayla Jane

Letters To Jennie ~ {#2}

I had a feeling it'd come to this,
Yet I didn't want to accept such fate
Though I'm still confused,
As to what the **** I even did
Laughing and joking with all perfectly fine
A week of absence
Then suddenly years of memories thrown out the ******* window

Tell me,
Did I mean so little this whole time?

Nevertheless I laugh,
For I believe and trust you'll respect what has happened in our lives together
Realizing we shouldn't part ways;
Likewise that the first fight your boyfriend and you get into,
Will bring you strolling on back
Or even if your boyfriend and you break-up,
Shall do the same

Until then,
I mind to wait...

10/29/19

It's just a waiting game I suppose...

I made a public collection {Letters To Jennie Collection} so all further letter posts will be together if anyone would want to follow it and read them. Thank you for your time~

#bestfriend #missingyou #silence #fight #alone #sad #somber #upset #hurt #depressed