sophie: Favorites

Dec 2019 sophie

Ayn

Why did I need to leave
It was so much fun dragging the knife through
1 for every time I shakily breathe
On a wave of pain, we flew.
I have always loved that other side
It breaks me that I left
He just wants to hide
Leave me to carry it, to heft.
I have no words for my treacherous acts
I hate me down to every last shred
I want to rip them apart with... possibly an axe?
He means nothing to me, i will turn him red
If it’s the last thing i will ever do alive
I will **** him, or at least stop his thrive.

Said more as an aside than directly at me, but since it’s myself I kinda knew what was going on... also from my random *** suicide thoughts that came during thus time.

#depression

Dec 2019 sophie

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Dec 2019 sophie

ymmiJ

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showered in her love
a natural waterfall
who's mist I collect
parches thirsty cliff side roots
reaching her constant currents

Dec 2019 sophie

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Dec 2019 sophie

Jay earnest

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I sit in the gutter
I sit on the street
I sit on the mud
just below the creek
I ramble in the wind
I row in the stream
I talk to bugs
& eat refried beans
I smile in the morning
I cry in the night
I am only guided by
a flickering light

Dec 2019 sophie

The Dog pound

Dec 2019 sophie

Khoisan

The Dog pound

Her eyes said it all
Sophie never wants to feel displaced
my eyes concluded
a love like her are irreplaceable

After watching a documentary on animal shelters.
Sophie is our little Jack Russel daughter

#anti #animal #cruelty

Dec 2019 sophie

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Dec 2019 sophie

N

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Keep thy head underwater—
staying afloat will not
quench this thirst of yours

#death #short #suicide

Dec 2019 sophie

The Yellow Song

Dec 2019 sophie

N

The Yellow Song

My heart sings
the bluest song,
but no one is
around to hear it

I hope one day,
my heart sings
a yellow song
that rhymes with
happiness and serenity

#hope #depression #unhappy

Dec 2019 sophie

Cry

Dec 2019 sophie

Izzy

Cry

There is a cry
A cry in the night
The cry is ignored
It grows louder
But still ignored
It grows stronger
But still ignored
The cry in gone
But the one who cries is too
Cause they were ignored

Don't ignore
Remember
Care
Be there

I heard a cry
A cry in the night
I ignored the cry
It grew louder
But I still ignored it
It grew stronger
But I still ignored it
The cry is gone
But my sister is too
Cause I ignored her

Don't ingore
Remember
Care
Be there

I heard a cry
A cry in the night
I ignored it
It grew louder
I listened
It grew stronger
I went
The cry is gone
I was not there in time
My daughter is gone
Cause I ignored her

Don't ignore
Remember
Care
Be there

Dec 2019 sophie

things that are hard for me

Dec 2019 sophie

Poet X

things that are hard for me

It’s hard, being in love with you
Being constantly reminded
You’ll never want me

It’s hard
That I see you
As the most perfect human being
That I’ve ever laid my eyes on.

It’s hard that I want to kiss you
Every time you open up your mouth to speak.
I want to make love to you
Give you all the pleasures my flesh can give.

It’s hard especially
Being in love with you
Knowing
You’ll never want me .

#flesh #mind #body #love #want #pleasure #kiss #touch

Dec 2019 sophie

" no one "

Dec 2019 sophie

Ryan Joseph

" no one "

I am a "no one";

no one loves me
and
no one knows about me.