disappointment   hope   feel   caused   alcohol   told   life   understand   wanted   built   bottle   tower   presence   escape   eyes   actions   walk   talking   tastes   mistakes   forgot   fear   happiness   effected   sickening   guess   clueless   cares   ways   literally   father   damage   writing   taste   continue   call   touched   lip   grows   return   rung   selfish   dismiss   empty   will   bottoms   bottles   addiction   tongue   glad   fades   term   carries   longer   question   leave   consumed   times   thought   bad   swear   responsibility   worst   fallen   side   wrote