To someone you love
Is like reading the final page
Of an amazing book.
As the last chapter ends
You begin to notice
Just how beautiful
The plot always was.
You appreciate the joy
And even the pain
As you read and thumb
Through every page.
The moral of the story,
You realize you've reached
The end of this journey.
Although the last sentence
Is the most difficult to read
Another great book awaits
Once you turn the final page.
Eventually you may stumble
Upon yet another great find.
Or maybe you'll return
To the book you left behind.
You may just discover
Once all is said and done
That this particular book
Was your favorite story
The throbbing headache and nausea
I can endure; I've had worse.
Right now I could cry,
such a raw hope consumed me
as I thought about you, desperate.
It was still dark for me then,
when I needed you. Now it's day.
It brings a true smirk to my face
to know you are nothing more
than a night of binge drinking:
a foolish part of my youth,
a consequence of boredom.
I could not hold your liquor,
I vomited all that bile you said to me
in the hedges outside. Don't fret,
this is not a bad memory, in fact
you might never be a memory at all.
I am well. I will drink better and
far more dangerous poisons.
I am today, you are only last night.
Isang salitang hindi maikakaila.
Na may sampung titik na mailap makuha.
Isang salitang nais na ibandila,
Pinapangarap ng ating buong madla.
Isang salitang may sampung letra...
Anim na letra lang pero sadyang matalinhaga.
Nagbibigay sigla sa puso ng nasasakdal at nag-iisa.
Nagiging liwanag sa dilim ng isang nagdurusa,
Ngunit mailap makamtan sa mundong marami ay napapariwara.
Isang salitang may anim na letra...
Kaliwa't kanan ang krimen at kaguluhan.
Nasaan ang pagmamahal sa pagkakawatak-watak at iringan?
Ang puso ng iba'y balot na balot na nang kasamaan.
Maibabalik pa ba ang pag-ibig sa tinubuang lupa?
Ikaw ay nasaan?
Kapayapaan ang gusto ko.
Pag-asa ang nais ko.
Pag-ibig ang tanging tanglaw ko...
Opia. Noun. The ambiguous intensity of looking into someone's eyes, which can fell simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.
As you lie in my arms, watching the television, you don't notice that my undivided attention is focused on you. Something I've been dreaming of for weeks, and it's finally come true. Even better, from your angle, you can't see me staring into your eyes, so I don't feel the nervous compulsion to turn away. Whether directly or not, I could drink in your eyes with mine, for hours, and they would be among the best hours of my life.
Then there's the other hand, held tightly by trepidation. I love the prospect of your eyes staring into mine, but it's not without its fears. I'm afraid you'll see all the pain and fears that I've spent the past seven years working to overcome. I'm afraid you'll see all the insecurity and doubts I have about myself. I'm afraid you'll see all the words that I long to whisper in your ear, but can't, because I'm terrified of scaring you away. I'm afraid you won't like the fact that, behind these eyes lies only pictures and thoughts of you. But most of all, I'm afraid that, unlike me, who loves every detail, and lives for moments like these, you won't love the things you see. I long for the day when you stare happily into my eyes, but I'm frightened that you won't enjoy the secrets they reveal.
I hope you never reach
Where you are lost for words
Because they're tangled up in
I hope you never reach
Where your innocence of
The world is
I hope you choose
Your friends and
So that you never have to
Discover what it feels like
To see those who you believed
Would take a bullet for you
Dance behind the
I hate the way I cause you pain.
Making teardrops fall like rain.
I hate the way you make me think.
clouding my mind like I'm half asleep.
I hate the way I feel so weak.
I always feel like such a freak
but though we both make clouds and sleet.
we must try to stand on our feet
is what we have.
this bleary endeavor will not last forever.
Like the waves
clashing against one another
Struggling to keep up,
but aware of the power
rushing and hurdling
As the sun radiates
illuminating the water,
I can see crystal clear
there is hope.