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Dec 2015 Firefly

Ryan

Constant debris within my mind,
most of which I cannot seem to define.

Medusa's stare turns my heart to stone,
How long will I have to stay alone.

Emotions locked up within a volcanic core,
It rages with an englufing fire,
It waits to see what I truly desire.

My thoughts collide within the cataclysm of space,
endless blackness I see, should I
hold back, should I embrace.

This questions that bombard my conscious being,
a code that I cannot crack,
or see with my own eyes for this is truly my disguise.

Dec 2015 Firefly

The Grand Scheme of things....

Dec 2015 Firefly

Ryan

The Grand Scheme of things....

In a void of deep depression for too long,
same sad songs on repeat I know my hearts gone.

Stuck inside i'm a prison to myself,
confined to restraints, this invisble strait-jacket
maybe I should just hit the hammer, nail in the casket.

But after all these negative thoughts, you learn one thing,
everyone goes through hard times, its a part of lifes sting.

You have to learn to scale darknesses cutting egded claws,
learn to live with yourself, we all have flaws.

Once you hold a deep trust within your soul,
the universe will move out of your way, you become whole.
And in the grand scheme of things all problems are null.

Dec 2015 Firefly

Untitled

Dec 2015 Firefly

Ryan

Untitled

a constant stress,
depressed.

a inapt feeling,
unhealing.

a unchangable mind,
unkind.

a warped vision,
undriven.

a dampened state,
irate.

a longing for more,
sore.

a wanting to change.

need to make some change from being stuck in a self-created prison...

Dec 2015 Firefly

My host is you.

Dec 2015 Firefly

Prince of Spring

My host is you.

The night is here,
a deeper hue.
I'm in your veins,
my host is you.

The forests howl
and seep into
your lungs to me,
my host is you.

This has been in my head for a while, or at least I've been pondering about this idea of infection or affection. I had to get it out!

#love #tragic #inevitable #disease #virus #infection #starcrossed

Dec 2015 Firefly

Si seulement je l'avais aile de , de voler à mon roi ( If only I had wing's, to fly to my king) french tongue

Dec 2015 Firefly

Earl Jane

Si seulement je l'avais aile de , de voler à mon roi ( If only I had wing's, to fly to my king) french tongue

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Oh my soulmate and king,
This soul is lamenting prodigiously,
I stretch my spirit's breathing,
And clasp tightly into my heart,
With my other hand outstretching to the sky,
Begging for mercy to end my utmost torment,
But I end up crouching in extreme pain,
My eyes are swollen, tears dried up,
Voice are hoarsen for hours of shrieking,
To lavish pity from above.

Oh my Lord and Saviour,
Extend this life for my lover,
I could not afford to rest in peace from my torture,
If I won't see a glimpse of his empyrean countenance,
Oh my God, my Lord,
These knees are bruised in genuflecting for my unceasing prayers,
Beseeching for your miracle to enfold me,
I am conquering, taking aching breaths at a time,
Rolling my eyes, biting my lips and tearing in this throe,
Oh Lord God,
Give me wings just for a day,
Give strength to it and help me to spread dauntlessly and fly to where my Brandon is,
I need my king's love and comfort,
I need to tell him how I cherish him,
I need to tell him how I love him so much,
I need to hug him and let him know I will always be with him,
Though the earth be shaken and the universe disintegrate,
He will wear my love like a crown,
And my love's assurance I will settle in his ring finger,
I will secure him for a queen should protect her king,
Though I won't be physically with him for long,
For I only have a day to keep breathing,
With agony I keep holding unto my hope,
To pull me up when I arch in hurt and grief,
But my psyche will be with him 'til infinity,
Oh My Lord, I will forever be with him.

Oh my Saviour,
Just PLEASE,
If I won't make it today,
And I won't be able to tell him all I want to say,
And do all I wanna do to him,
Just please my God,
Just please remind him always that I love him alone so much,
If he shed tears in lonesomeness when I am gone,
Please wipe his tears for me,
For I won't be able to hold him physically and comfort him,
Please my God, let him feel I am always with him,
Awaken his happiness oh Lord when am gone,
Rekindle his mind to read the poems I made for him,
Lord God, shelter him with your love,
I don't wanna see him shedding tears for me,
I want to limn smile in his mouth,
But I know it will be mourning for sorrow when I am no longer in this earth,
I am fighting hard to survive for him,
But I am so weak, my strength evaporated,
My voice disappeared and my hope almost relinquish,
Just please Oh God,
Let me rest in peace knowing he is safe in your arms,
Envelop him with console and exhilaration,
Just please be with him together with me always,
Oh Lord God, I love him so so much!

with love <3

© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.

For Brandon <3 <3

Brandon made the title for me,,

This is my come back poem, loolll since I wasn't able to write much,, and my last poem is still 7 days ago, just wanna write good for my king,...

i love you my king, hope you like this, not really that amazing but just hoping u love this,, :)))

#love #dying #pain #king #queen #brandon #watashi-no-ai

Dec 2015 Firefly

overflow

Dec 2015 Firefly

Stacie Lynn

overflow

the world is full of too many things that I’ve lost control of, like the feeling I get in my stomach when I’ve let myself down completely, like the way my body relentlessly shivers in the icy winds of the frigid earth
and it’s filled with you
I swear on my life that the world has become full of just one person and nobody else and my mind can not control overwhelming thoughts of you or the way your eyes tear apart my muscles and ligaments down to the very fibers they’re made up of
I’ve never in my entire existence met a human being capable of breaking me apart
I’ve never in my entire existence met a human capable of stealing all the stability in my body
the electrical pulses in my brain are intensifying and my heart is being constantly burned by these sadistic waves of shock
I don’t even know you
how is it possible for you to be destroying me?

ive been feeling so completely isolated from everyone, i have lost control of my friends, family. patiently awaiting a breakthrough of some sort. i hope i can make sense of it all someday...

#love #poem #poetry #sad #depression #life #pain #death #thoughts #you

Dec 2015 Firefly

event horizon

Dec 2015 Firefly

SøułSurvivør

event horizon

one
by
one
they
came

no
light
no
candle
to
smudge
the
pure
darkness

children
of
the
shade
revelers
of
midnight
there
to
view
the
event

in
the
womb
of
blackness
moons
were
cocooned
awaiting
the
push
of
labor

~ stars ~
spent
with
their
urgency
await
the
impetus
that
will
send
them
spiraling
out
into
blue
and
gold
galaxies
to
scintillation
with
nebulae

and
so
the
event

the
faces
of
the
creatures
of
the
crepuscule
evaporate

the
moons
are
birthed
into
fire

the
stars
are
scattered
like
a
billion
billiard
*****

the
fabrication
that
was
matter
energy
space
and
time
is

no

more

^
< >
\/

and satan whimpers

the universe began with a bang?

it will end with one, too

___

#war #life #death #final #satanic #the-end #event-horizon

Dec 2015 Firefly

What Happen To America

Dec 2015 Firefly

jeffrey conyers

What Happen To America

Strange, that one complaint ruin a celebration.
One culture cries and ruin a celebration but wants theirs to be celebrated.
What Happen To America?

St. Nick, can't be acknowledged cause of certain religionous groups.
Who feel their holiday's worthy of the praise?
****!-what happen to America?

Can't say Merry Christmas, without someone crying.
So we say, Happy Holidays to soothe their hurt feeling.

Thank you to the politicians standing on strength of truth.
If offended than find yourself another avenue to vent.
Merry Christmas long before others cried was all most Americans knew.

W