Shut
Both
Eyes
And
See
With
Other
Eye

I will hold you
Tightest
When you feel most
Alone

My head hurts, mom
Please come and take the pain away, mom
I'm not holding my breath, I can't breath
No one understands my brain, but me
The way I think, the path I've lain
and when the dead comes and whispers in my ear,
I'll make sure that you come and hear.
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My tears keep stealing water from the ocean
and every effort I make ends in lost devotion.
My heart hurts, mom
Please come and take the pain away, mom
I don't know who I want near, mom
Everyone I want can't come here, mom
It's my natural instinct to run to you, mom
But, I try my hardest to show you I grew, mom
I'm not some little girl with an innocent mentality
But, I am someone who tries to escape reality
Two attempts and I've failed, mom
I'm feeling better but my mind is still jailed
I will keep my mind locked up for now
And only let thoughts out that you allow.

Broken hearts
Make better poets

Because this happiness
Is too big for words

Remember me?
I'm the little girl who waited
Patiently
But you didn't come.

Remember me?
I'm the little girl who thought she saw you
Looked
But you didn't come.

Remember me?
I'm the little girl who waited every night
Watching
But you didn't come.

Remember me?
I'm the little girl who grew up
Crying
Because you never came.

I trusted you

For years I put my faith in you

I believed you when you only said one more time

When you said he doesn’t mean it

When you said I wasn’t worth it

When you said I was just another mouth to feed

When you said it’d be easier without me

When you said you wish I were like the other kids

When you said you’d pay me back

When you said you didn’t trust me

When you said I deserved what I got

When you said I was too sensitive

When you said I was ungrateful

When you said I was fat

When you said I’d end up alone

When you said I wasn’t smart enough

When you said I shouldn’t be wearing that

When you said you could see my cellulite

When you said are you sure you should eat that

When you said you’d put locks on the kitchen cabinets

When you asked if I liked how that felt

When you said you’re saving me from him

When you said you couldn’t leave him

When you said I didn’t try hard enough

When you said that I was overreacting

When you said it was my fault