Let me tell you about my baby
She's the prettiest girl I've ever seen
And my baby is such a classy lady
But she's not proud, 'cos pride is a mortal sin
My baby's got the key to drive me crazy
But she likes her place in the passenger's seat

Let me tell you about my lady
My lady acts tough, but she's as cute as a baby
And something about her that drives me crazy
Is that...she knows what she wants, there's no maybe.

Let me tell you about my baby
My baby is the best 'cos she makes me happy
She calls me her baby and I call her my lady
And we love each other like crazy

And if we are not meant to be
Why then do you mean so much to me
Us not being together is something I just can't see
So please tell me you'd be home just in time for tea....

This girl had a supportive family
She had friends who loved her fully
She believed that her life was already perfect
There was nothing in it that she would regret
She was already contented with her life
Thinking no one would ever stab her with a knife

But one day, something in her changed
Her heart was beating faster, which was strange
Her eyes were shimmering
Her cheeks were blushing
She thought that what she felt was wrong
It should be stopped before it becomes deep and strong
But the more she was suppresing her feelings
The more she did not like what was happening

Until one day, she became very depressed
So without any second thought, she grabbed a knife and stabbed her chest
It was her only way to stop what was happening
And save herself from love which she believed was an evil thing

I wish someone had told me
he was just a silly child
an empty vessel of a man
a selfish psychopath
a boy blinded by love
who lusted for control
who craved every bloodied part of me

I wish I could tell him
that the thought of his touch
makes me feel ill
makes me feel *****
makes me feel naked

I wish he had loved me properly
from the beginning
the way a man should
with tender kisses and
even softer words

I wish I had left him
10 days in
3 weeks in
when he said "I love you"
when he hung up the phone
when I hung up the phone
when I forgot how to laugh
when I had my first anxiety attack
or the second one
or the third

*I wish I didn't love him