EmVidar

EmVidar Mar 2019

LXIV

I think you act
the way you do
to attempt sincerity
only a broken heart could know

-em vidar

#goodbye #sorry #truth

EmVidar Mar 2019

iv. self love

She thanked me
for teaching her
to love herself again
when the only reason
I loved myself
was because of her

-em vidar

to my friend, I hope you remember what you mean to me

#love #friendship #trust #truth #trip #seeyousoon

EmVidar Mar 2019

goodbye part i.

I know you never liked poetry
that it wasn't worth your
precious time
but I have to thank you for that
because it gave me the freedom
to say how much I ******* hate you
and it helped me
with my escape
from you
and honestly
I'm ******* glad you hate poetry

-em vidar

I hope the comfort in your shallow world was worth it

#goodbye #heartbreak #poetry #explicit #sorry

EmVidar Mar 2019

1st thought

I wonder
if you're love was real
or if I was just
a convenience

-em vidar

thank you to those who listen to my words, because you never did

#love #heartbreak #relationship #trust #broken #goodbye #meaning

EmVidar Mar 2019

2 you

I don't know
why I apologize
for everything
even
loving you

-em vidar

you deserve better. I hope you find the love you desire

#love #goodbye #sorry #apologize #safe #sound #parting

EmVidar Mar 2019

Question #43: lies

I wonder how much
we say to each other is true
You always say the right thing
and I doubt your sincerity
It's not like
I'm always on the ball
I'm human and stumble sometimes
but you
never falter
and I wonder
if I'm insecure
or if
I don't know the truth

-em vidar

#relationships #truth #hope #lies #torn #wonder

Mar 2019

youcancallmesierra

bleeding heart

everyday
i wake up
in pain
emotional
physical
the kind i can't explain
why don't you see
why don't you care
just expecting me to move on
from yesterdays failures
all of my underachievements
my potential wrongs
and i probably would
if you didn't constantly
bring them up
being around you
is a reminder of why
i'm not enough
and i have tried
to numb myself
but it hurts just the same
but i'll keep it to myself
you don't care to
hear me complain
i just wish you understood
but i can't expect you
to know
being around you willingly
taking
blow after blow
bruised after you're done
accepting the way
things are
to you i am
just another
bleeding heart