The girl is now a woman
Fairy tales have faded into reality
As a child she knew everything
As an adult she knows nothing
Going down a road that leads to death

Life has been a rouse
A lie that gets older never wiser
Old age forgets what youth was
Youth can never know what age will be
Wrinkles are long forgotten smiles.

Age brings wisdom they say
But what if wisdom is with the youthful?
A wisdom lost as age advances
Older is not always wiser
Weakness is not always inexperience.

The girl is within the woman still
She waits until the mixture of her
Becomes a grace,her life stops being a race
Waiting, until at the top of the hill
She can race down.

If only my broken heart
could remember
to forget you

You think I don't know you like the back of my hand?
That I can't read you like my favorite novel?
Think again.
Everything you're trying to suppress from me...
come on, don't doubt my intelligence.

You just won't say any of it to my face...
instead, you'll let it seep through your presence,
through the vibes you give off on the ever so rare occasion
that you're near me these days,
silently tugging at my mind with your gaze,
which speaks more than your mouth ever will.


There's nothing to say?


Really?


You're just not saying it.


I don't have a problem with you.
I'm just left here to watch
as you continue to build a wall between us.
Yet you want me to open up,
to tear down the barrier you're creating
and bond with you as I once did.

It doesn't work because
you're not saying what you ought to.
It doesn't work because
you're contradicting yourself.
What you say and what you won't
are two completely different things,
because what you SAY
isn't
how you FEEL.

People are monsters
but with  beautiful faces

People are humans
but sometimes with no feelings