Today i feel torn
by the fact that i'm far away from my home.
In her heart next to her lame stuff and the corn .

Thats a joke because in their nothing is lame,
its where my every affection was reborn.

Every light, my every desire , and every poem .

Hey friend,
Put down the blades
This feeling surely fades
Put away the pills
Watching you live like this kills me inside
Don't hang that noose
Keep that rope loose
Acknowledge your feeling
It's not unappealing
Look at the people who love you, their faces
They know you're going places
Not in the ground
Let your broken heart be found
You are loved and needed
Even if no one begged and pleaded
You're meant for something
Imagine the smiles you could bring
If you stay
Come with me, friend, I'll show you the  way

As it gets overwhelming he hit the wall with his fists
and prays silently

" why god? " , he wonders
because he sees his soul in bits


Dreaming is a curse
in a land where the good gets the worst
in this trip we're out of lanes
and no reverse

We're not just a reputation and a resumé.
You cant just neglect your manners and let it stray.

We are what we do, we are how we feel, and we are who we're attempting to be.

Think of what you choose, think of what is real, and make your whole soul feel.

I spent all my feelings, bought your every lie
Sadly its not refundable, i'm stuck with it till i die

Became so repetitive like my friends every time they sigh
Because the good samaritan in me no longer apply

There once was a time with every thought of u i smiled.
But knowing that you're sad how can i ever be fine.

I already ran a thousand miles
With battered knees, a broken heart and a shattered spine.

If there's one thing left to smile about.
It'd take it two minutes to leave while i stand and shout.

I dont care what things I'm not used to live without.
I've been driving in a million thousands routes , And i cant even doubt, that infact im living a happiness drought.

And im pretty sure it will last forever.
Featherless bird cant grow wings to escape the unfamiliar weather.

Stay and fight be ready for whatever!?
Nah its best to say to the world take your best shot cause after her you can't hurt me better.