My mind was pouring poison in my body
Causing frailness
The notion I was believing that someone else will come and give me an antidote
  Someone will come and pick me up from this poisonous lake
It took a long time to realize that only I can make that antidote
And today I am free swimming in lake of peace.

Even within all the gloom
Tangled weeds make you not to bloom
Remember to choose love
over and over again
In your heart
Let only faith make a room.

Hold them and get lost in their world
Much more real than the real-world
Their smell holding a promise of something new and fresh
Magician,princess,king,dragon
Warrior, pirate,cowboy, pigeon or rabbit
Whatever you want to be
Afraid,you don't have to be
Fairylands,sands,oceans, deserts
Castles,moon,sun go wherever you want to be
Afraid,you don't have to be
Dead words making us lively
Making us what we have to be....

You have boundaries which enables you and other people to not step over the line. It’s more for you to manage your boundaries than it is for other people. You can’t control people but you can manage your own behaviour, making sure you respect your boundaries or other people won’t.

Look at the sky
Learn from clouds
No matter what
Changes will happen
Don't be afraid
If changes can be scary
changes can be beautiful too.

Instead of chasing others priority list...Chase promises you made to yourself along with all the sunrises and sunsets.

There is beauty in my reflection
          I am
carrying mountains on my back
Universes on my head
Solace in my eyes
Harmony on my lips
But there are doubts in my heart
And again I am stuck in haze....
                          -diksha dhiman

Mind is empty
Yet so caring.
Heart is empty
Yet so tender.
Soul is empty
Yet so occupied.
Pouring from an empty cup
It's been a long time.
No one ever told me to stop
I want to stop now.
It is becoming more and more chaotic
Let me give it a rest now.

Don't make everything about darkness and pain
Groom your mind
Create a fairy tale.

Let the kindness inside you bloom like flowers and the love like wildflowers.

He was peeking through holes in my heart, when I opened the door and taken him inside... he left and locked it forever.

Your inner child is still healing. Be kind 🥀.

Her eyes...ocean of stars
Want to see love till the last sunset.

One two three four
I have been counting my flaws
Everyday
They are what make me human
They are what make me real
They are defining my growth
And reminding me
I am worthy of all the love
Universe is bestowing upon me.

Coffee,you and stories untold
Sipping and smiling
Blinking and jinking
But those eyes they are not with you
They are betraying you
They are telling stories of pain
Why don't you tell me the truth
I can feel those eyes
I can feel your words too🥀.
                             -diksha dhiman

I have found the love each time sunrises in your eyes
I have found the love in that rainbow you beautifully arched upon every page in my heart
I have found the love in each fiber in my bones strummed by your touch
I have found the love under the naked sky when you rip off my fears
I have found the love in your arms and I feel stronger in your embrace
I have found the love in your lips which kiss my tears and bring back my happiness
and I want you to know that I have found the right one.

You...reason of my morning smile
You...who smile as bright as a ray of sunshine
You...reason of my carefree laugh
You...who is my other half
You...reason of my faith in love
You...who have heart sated with true love
You...reason of fluttery feeling in my stomach
You...who is so gracious and dynamic
You...reason of often my heart skip a beat
You...who is my favorite God's treat
You...reason of lighting up my dark night
You...who always say and prove"I am here, everything will be alright"
You...reason of turning my sad days into merry
You...who long ago make my life without you unnecessary
You...reason of my desire to uphold forever is not a lie
You..who never pause but give me wings to fly.

All my feelings started to make sense when I poured down them on a paper inked with my heart.

and in the last sonnet
You will blame love because of your lover.

Emotions,
They can rule over us
Make us feel on top of the world
Or the most hated person
But what if you could be shouted at and not feel the urge to burst in tears?
Or be tempted into something but restrain yourself ?
Everything starts and ends in your own brain
Nothing else matters
If what happens in your brain can be controlled
So can everything after that.

It's just that she didn't deserve your "may be"🥀
                -diksha dhiman

Say no more often if you don’t want to spend time on something that you not love. Say no when it's not a true yes. It's okay to spend time alone without explaining yourself. Be real with yourself and others too.
                                                -diksha dhiman

You don't always have to show your love. Sometimes just say it. They not only need this...they deserve this.

For a moment slow down, breathe and appreciate the good things in your life.
                                    -diksha dhiman

She sings a different song  
Write poetry with a rose
Only Who understand
keep them close.

I smile daily because you smile in my poems🥀.

And the life goes on
Whether you want it to or not to
Sometimes you will walk alone
skies will not always be blue.

You will not find everything you want
But you will find everything you need
You will cry and you will bleed
But one day your heart will succeed.

remember the day we met as if it were yesterday
My eyes stopped on you and my heart started pounding
and I fell in love at first sight
Before meeting you
I didn't think that it was possible to love someone in a pure, sincere,deep way
and now you are the first person I want to tell good news to
the person on whom I can count on when something bad happens
Being separated from you is more difficult than I had imagined
I see things that remind me of your absence
and they give me only one desire
To be near you.
                                        -diksha dhiman

Whenever you see in the mirror
Don't forget to appreciate your flaws.

Live a lie
Elites are directing us
To rehearse
Phony smiles phony tears.

Dont come to me with box full of
Brightest stars
Magical moonbeams
Colours of rainbows
Heavenly clouds
Come to me with box full of
Dark, dusk and gloom
I want to see my angels growing
I want them to fly high
I want them to bloom
With in all.

Oh boy!
You make me laugh
Weird cause you are not even around
Holding your photograph
I know I am not allowed
But here I am
Seeing all the dreams with you
Even walking down the aisle.


Oh boy!
You make me dance
Weird cause there is no music on
Give me one chance
Just don't know what is going on
But here I am
Seeing all the dreams with you
Even walking down the aisle.
                                       -diksha dhiman

If you will not be there in my good times
I don't want those good times.

Fearful of dark
She created her light
Chasing the demons of night
Telling stories of love she herself brought in her life
A moment by her side:no pain,no strife.

The day we first met
I said
"You are beautiful"
Since that day
I think everyday
What I said was wrong
Word"beautiful"can't define you
Let me be guilt free
Let me write a poem
and give me another chance
To define you.
              
                                  -diksha dhiman

What she says the most?
                      "I wish I were a boy"

On a gloomy, rainy day                              sipping coffee
All alone
Begin to wander the house of memories
I can feel you
Even today These recaptures feel alluring
All the memories are talking to me
They are telling me you and me was a lie
But I am not repining anything, not even a little bit
Cause for me, you are still The best thing happened to me and I don't want to replace that
I can't.
               -diksha dhiman

We all are ruining our peace of mind and blaming others for it.

We all are ruining our peace of mind and blaming others for it.

Protecting your peace of mind is the most important thing you have to give your commitment to.

reading incomplete chapters, complex or simple mysteries never revealed.

Sad eyes
Happy faces
So brave one day
Shattered other day.

When we talk about things we make them real
Let's not talk about what is between us
Cause real things end.
                                 -diksha dhiman

Write it on your heart that everyday is a good day.wake up with a purpose and make the best of each day.God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes. All you have to do is believe.

You acted in the best way you were capable of in that moment. Allow yourself to be at peace with this. Release doubt and welcome faith🥀.
                -diksha dhiman

Don't confuse nice with good.

I was dancing with the moonbeams
and stars were chanting all along
When I First Saw you....
                                     -diksha dhiman

Secret to happiness is solitude.

While
Dancing to her own rhythms
Coloring her own rainbow
Wandering in her own skies
intoning her own melodies
Rhyming her own poetry
Telling a love story of her with her soul
Making all her heavenly bodies the brightest stars
She is  teaching  the world the worth of self love and inner peace.
               -diksha dhiman
#selflove

When you stop being too good for the outside world... inner world of your mind find clarity that brings serenity.