If I do not look for you when I cry,
Do not worry as I may be looking for Him
When the pain seems to much and the fear engulfs you more than it should,
I look for the One,
Who is greater than the worries I face,
And that does not mean
I trust you less,
It means that no power in this universe is greater than Him,
Our Lord

I'm suffocating in my own tears

It's a blessing and a curse,
    this connection that we share
A balance between the love we feel
        and how much we should care

It's like shooting stars in your eyes,
I could make a wish on you all day.
Your pupils have a comfort only found in my dreams
and the space behind is a galaxy of time
           I'd gladly get lost in.
In essence, your eyes are my infinity.
An endless pool of peace and love that I was so graciously born into,
     have happily lived through
          and will peacefully die in.

Fly on the wall,
Your existence annoys me so.
Someday, someday,
I will get you.

Fly on the wall,
What a pesky thing you are.
My fly swatter,
Abandoned and broken,
Will surely get you.

Fly on the wall,
I will set up fly tape for all,
Of your brothers and sisters.
Hopefully you'll die in the trap, too.

But maybe you'd actually like it that way,
So you could have my rotting flesh,
To yourself,
Everyday.

Even if I have to use,
My bare, cold, half eaten hands,
I'll destroy you for,
Putting all your maggots in my dead body,
Fly on the wall.

I was in love with the night
until the first sunbeam crossed my eyes and touched my skin,
I fell in love with your sin.
I was in love with the light
until the last second of faith went away,
left sorrow and a reason to pray,

I'm feeling ready to stop and lay.
Mother Mary,
Please,
Take this breath away.

My thoughts shout
the beauty
I live
to gain,
the things I don't need to prove,
the pride I won't dare to show,
the deception of the reflections
that burns into my soul

My body shouts
the thoughts I disgust to have

I'm so fool
Washing my hair
Hoping to clear my mind