You are my light
As well as my darkness
For you shine bright
And I venture in total blindness
Not knowing where to go
You guide my feet with a hurtful spike
As I step, only Pain I know
And my tortured scream you so much like
In winter's cold you kept me
In a hug so tight I gasped for air
But It doesn't matter to me
As long as I have you there
You kept me warm
With your freezing touch
A stinging burn on my arm
A frozen heart I loved so much
Your harsh words
Whipping me scars of hurt
They cut deep like driven swords
In where I wake and make them worth
In every scar I receive
In every bruise to me you give
I still cherish every pain on your shiv
With you by my side I'll forever live
For we are in harmony
Like the equal yin and yang
Our hearts singing a sorrowful melody
In where our hearts in thorns are strung
I am hopeless *******
Loving the pain and torture you provide
For you are a relentless sadist
In which your punishment is deliciously divine
For what might have been my inspiration
Inside my heart's totally hollow room
You are my Salvation
You are also my Doom
I remember putting up in this kind of relationship once, not the physical beatings but the emotional ones but in the end I still can't bear to lose him so I ended up putting up with his sh** all for 6 whole months until I met someone who I felt loved with.
Let me know if you ever went through this kind of relationship :D