You can’t say you never loved me.
That will be like saying you never told me sweet nothings, and touched my skin like you were writing poetry.
That will be like saying you never kissed my lips and smiled in the midsts of it.
like we never stayed up all night just to talk.

You can’t say you never loved me.
That would be like saying you never stuck by me, you never comforted me through the cold and bitter mindsets.
Like you never gave me hope to live another day.
You gave me the audacity to think I matter, You reminded me everyday.

You can’t say you never loved me.
That would be like saying we never laughed as we talked as everyone around us soon became nothing.
Like you never looked into my eyes like I was millions of galaxies exploding in your chest.
and in every little moment we lasted forever.
You promised me forever.

You cant say you never loved me, you just cant.

Moving on was like building a home.
Only for you to burn it down and for me to get out of the house struggling to survive.
For me to find a new home.

Moving on was like swimming in the ocean and getting caught in a wave.
Each time I tried to swim out further, I got pulled back to shore.
back to where I started.
Like my heart was afraid of what was out there.

Moving on was like hitting a hard concrete from a 2 story building
it sure didn’t **** me, but it ******* hurt.

"1.When he tells you he loves you forever, remember he said it to me first.
2. The days you spend in his arms, once held me.
3. My smell will still linger on him.
4. If he tells you he will always be there for you.
I want to let you to know he told me he couldn’t make me happy anymore.
5. Don’t have high hopes.
6. he’s forever was 5 freaking months.
7. he used to tell me he couldn’t stand being apart from me, ” I will never get sick of you” a week later he told me I was clingy.
8. When we were cuddling on the train, he looked at me as if I was the only star in the sky, if he ever looks at you that way
I want you to know that he doesn’t give a **** about stars.
9. All that he means to you, mean’t everything to me.
10. The fact that your nothing like me, says more about our relationship then the whole **** thing.
11. If he leaves you for another girl, don’t cry.
Remember he did it to me first."

You left me because I was depressed

2. I was destroyed and lot worse,
you loved me unconditionally.

3. I remember our Skype calls, I remember your smile.
and how I’d fall asleep in front of you with one eye open to see if you were looking.

4. You noticed, you also noticed the cuts on my skin.
You looked at me with a half smile and told me you loved me.

5. I loved you too, I’d also like the way when we held hands you’d move your thumb around in circles like you were reminding me that I was yours.

6. You were my best friend, I’d tell you so many stories and you would just listen, you would make me smile.

7. I remember your laugh, I’d look at you like there were galaxies in my chest and one day they hurt.

8. You were like drugs that took awhile until the bad effects came.

9. like cigarettes. You hated that I’d smoke but you would still kiss me regardless.

10. The short term effects include struggling to breath.
Funny, because I choked on your existence.

11. You loved to cuddle me, you kept me close.

12. but you said I was too close, Im sorry that you were addicting.
Im sorry for wanting more.

13. You were the one to draw me in…

14. You realised I was toxic and started breathing different fumes

15. We no longer speak and our memories mean nothing to you.