all those text we sent each other
all that planning that we did
it all went to waste because
of something that I did
I let you give me your heart
I let you fall in love with me
knowing that I lied to you
I should have told you the truth when you asked me
but thing is you fell in love with me the person on the inside
not the one on the outside right
as so you say...
and if that's true
then it should be somewhat easy  
for you to give me a second chance right
I mean it might be hard for you to trust me again
but let me rebuild that trust with you please........

I miss you, I truly do...
I lay in bed at night thinking of you,
thinking about how we left things,
not how I wanted them to end.

I think about what happened,
and how I was so dumb,
and wonder why we did,
what we did.

I thought we had something special,
but I guess I was wrong...
I was in love,
but you called it crazy.

You hurt me to the core,
never thought you would,
I thought you were different,
I was wrong there too...

My heart will never be whole again,
I am broken...
but who cares?
Right?

So "thank you" for the hurt,
and for the pain,
because though I miss you,
the pain makes it easier...

I was in love once,
and might be still...
but I'm moving on,
to someone who cares about me.

I may need to heal,
but I know it's what I have to do...
"Thanks" for everything...
I'm just here to be walked on anyways....

if you are missing him, remember this. remember how cruel he was to you, how every time he drove away the moonlight made your skin look bruised, it made you feel soft. remember that you are not. you might break but you will always heal. think of the nights where he turned away and refused to let you touch him, nights where he moaned your best friends' names into your mouth while you tried to prove how much you loved him, nights where he'd refuse to stop yelling until you put your hands on him. do not think of his hands, or his mouth, or any of the bones in his body. they're not for you. they're not for anybody but himself and you should pity the fact he doesn't know how to love them. you gave your best to him and he crumpled it up until it looked like your worst. don't feel sorry for being emotional, he was a gaping wound in your chest and things like that deserve a good cry. if you're missing him, remember how distant he was, how when you'd sink down on him he wouldn't be looking at your face. how his shoes were always graffitied with the numbers of other girls. how in the middle of a date he asked another girl her name. I know it hurts, it's going to be okay, I promise. remember how unhelpful he was? how little he cared, moving so fast he could never type the 'I?' he blamed you for loving him too much, for being too sad: both things were his fault. I know it doesn't seem like it but I promise there is somebody much, much more lovely, somebody who will treat you like a cloud, and won't throw a fit when you start to rain. you just have to wait.

This is for all of those who replied to me writing last night about me getting hurt over man's negative comments...
I thank you first of all for leaving comments on me writing last night. The poem I wrote last night was personal to me and someone decided to try and tell me how to write that poem lol which BTW I'm not you other writers I'm far different and write way I wanna write. Im me ! A beautiful soul who believes in love and forgiveness no matter what.. I appreciate all your support but please to those  who wanna **** this guy or yell at him so on forgive him and love him, love and forgiveness is the answer not scorn to this man... This man just doesn't realize I purposely write quote improper for a reason because I'm not other writers.. As poetry is the soul in thy own tongues form any way you wanna pour it out.. So to those who wanna **** this guy for hurting me please forgive him. It's not his fault. I was already depressed yesterday, physically sick lately as I have been for little while. And lonely needing affection. So after this man told me what he did and made a mockery out of me it brought me down lower when I was down already... So please forgive him.. Love him forgive him... As noones perfect!!! Thank you all for love and kindness! God bless you all !!! Thank you all soo much!!!

Brandon cory NAGLEY

PS; I'm not stopping mine poetry either
Neverrrrr lol

Well already in down mood right now, and lonely and depressed and someone just had to make me feel like a piece of crap saying negative stuff on mine poetry..and pretty much told me I shouldn't do poetry no more. Well think I'm done with poetry for now... Goodnight everyone....
And thanks to one who said i shouldn't do poetry no more honestly don't care what you think... But thanks for making me feel worse.. Your quite the uplifter aren't you ,(::: night