I walked today to the ocean bay In my pants and dress i went in The water was not cold The tides pushed and pulled me Soothed me What a beautiful day to be my last Rocks flew from my hands and skipped upon the surface A long time i stood Wanting to jump in and disapear Down in the water i saw beautiful rainbows Shimmers of light weaved between Thoughts about lungs filled with salt water Thoughts of loved ones left behind A rock named Integrity stopped me Waist deep i picked her up She lives in my pocket now And the ocean in my heart Even the small things Can give a new start
Today is the day I'll go down in the calendar, It's the day of my surrender. The day I wave my little white flag, the day I give my life back, the day I kneel down to the enemy asking them to put an end to me. I surrender, I surrender.
The bamboo forest favors impermanence Flower petals, thunder, snow flakes So let the time traveling tourist tell us We will have something to say about this, later
National Sucide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255. May you walk each step in the garden of resurrection.