what are you up to???
i didn't get you,
you said not to disturb you
and i thought
you were kidding me,
because i know
you like me
disturbing you,
and so much later
i realized that
you were not kidding,
you really want me
to stay away from you,
at first it was like an attack,
i couldn't think of anything
but only you
and then i decided
to stay away
from you
because i love you

you know i felt harder
to stay away from you
so i talked to you
once or twice a day
then it turned to be
once a week.......

you know
i really can feel that
you are yearning
for my disturbance,
but i don't want
to disturb you,
i just want you to
simply ask me
"will you please disturb me??",
because,
you should learn to ask
what you really need,
till now i didn't give a chance
for you to ask what you need
as i understood you
more than yourself
and fulfilled your need....

i know that
this is the reason
you didn't stop me
when i'm leaving,
you simply don't know
how to ask for what you need

you know you are in love when
you remember nothing about life
Except
that their fingers fit perfectly to yours

Intense moments of passion made her uncontrollably weep.
But each drop of tear, rolling down her cheeks tasted so sweet.
Astonished, she looked at him and found him knowingly smile.
Yet another miracle of love, least expected, she was overwhelmed!

She is in my bed resting.
My computer, TV and fireplace are
In the livingroom.
All the beer is in the fridge.

I have treasures
In my
Every
Room.

When she wakes up, we'll sit
By the fireplace, drinking beer and
Listening to music,
Deciding which movie to watch

Together. Until then, I'm staying
Outside, on the stairs  
In the autumn evening rain, playing this
Game of *All or Nothing.

For Jan*

as
a breath will happen by itself
as
water will find the way to flow
as
gravity will hold us to the ground

I will love you always
and this will be as
natural

The tiniest gift
wrapped in wrinkled skin
eyes closed, softly breathing.

Fragile fingers grasp mine tightly, forming bonds and sealing pacts.

My heart leaps at the sight of your button nose.Your blossom cheeks, velvet soft, draw kisses from my lips with ease.

I gaze at your brow and wonder at your dreams.
There is no purer love than this.

○○○

Embrace me fully

shatter
                             shatter
                                                     shatter my heart

my love

I am not scared

Reach out
find                                      nothingness

I make a substance for you

Disrupt my                waves        of       strengh
I build them new

Don't wait for just another poem my dear
Don't queue for freedom


                                             Grab it

                                                   It is here

○○○

wishing,
willing,
loving,
needing,
My heart wishing you, willing too.
you loving me, needing thee.

you leave me
alone.....
       to contemplate

and
all i can do
is
..........think of you

time apart
is ......
           anticipation
of
when we.......
can next
             be together....

they wait for godot....
                 i long for you....
this love
          so  unexpected
so....new
          
   my prayer......
                i hope  
we... possess...the stamina
to see it through.