Breaking blood boiling point
spilling over your coffee table.
If I scream from inside will it echo in your shadows.
Crept between the foundations of each wall,
blooming over hand-grenade fights exploding in the corner.
Bask in it all, the sweat forms columns I want to run through but your structures are high.
Break a brick, smash and hit. squeeze hands,
catch a glimpse,
filter the frame.
Paint it black just to start over again.

i gave you all i had.
my time. my love. my effort.

all you had to give me was worry.
worry that i wasn't enough.

i repent you now.
you broke me.
no one will be able to fix me.

maybe one day i'll fix myself.
until then,
i am
broken.

when ever i hear your name
my heart instantly
sinks
to the bottom of a
sea.

Have you ever felt like you just disappeared
Lost
Forgotten
Like a faded picture through the years
Only holding on to memories yet holding back the tears
Screaming and crying but no one can hear
A daily struggle tackling your fears
Alone....