In my lungs
Flowers grew
But after it all
I don't love you

Like a line
Cast to sea
Trying to catch
A memory

I don't know
What I feel
When the things i see
Aren't even real

I've been waiting for you for quite a while
Though when you resurfaced I was unable to smile

I was tangled up in a web of lies
with the one I needed to say goodbye

His grip was strong as he held me tight
Blinding me; I could not see your light

The day arrived when I came to my senses
Letting go of all past defenses

I washed away all of  my sins
Now I am ready to begin

I needed time to heal my heart
That is why we could not start

Time was my friend throughout this trial
It sure was indeed, all the while

I am free now to pursue
whatever I wish myself to do

I am secure, I am for real
Let's go ahead and make our deal

There are no tricks, only treats
Therefore we'll endure any defeats

Let the past be forgotten
Failing relationships, it makes us rotten

Communication is the key
For me for you, you for me

I long to hold you close, hold you near
making all your nightmares disappear

I always wondered what we could be
Me inside you, you inside me

I love you more than you could ever know
So let's get started and give it a go!



copyright 2/19

We'll submerge ourselves in toxic things
And let it burn
Enjoy the pain
And learn that this is what we deserve.
We'll let it burn our hearts
So we can't feel anymore
We will breathe it in
And love the taste
Enjoy the stinging in side our lungs
We will let it run through our fragile veins
And pump into our hearts
And colonize our brains.
Because we cant just dive head on into situations
We would rather suffer the consequences
Then understanding the ugly truth
We would rather believe a beautiful lie
Because the pain isn't as real when it not true.

Now there were two of them
Separated between thousands
of read texts and timely
chats touched by sound
but not skin  
Awake in the others sleeping
Sleeping in the others awake  
Restless as they wait
Restless as they wait