Some days I find myself looking at the world with such wonder...
I admire the beauty of nature and the peaceful silence that welcomes me, the birds chirping, stream trickling, natures music...
The simplest kind...
Other days I find myself seeing the world through fogged eyes...
My mind blurred by the negative...
Yet I still keep a smile on my face and it seems like I'm never bothered by the bad...
But it creeps its way into my life sending my brain spiraling down, deep into the dark abyss...
Those days are where I'm at my lowest..
I don't hear natures music or feel the comfort of its silence...

We remain inside an empty hearth
as ashes from a fire long forgotten.
They blocked the chimney so no wind can get in,
we remain undisturbed and wondering,
if tomorrow could prove its worth.

Then maybe we would have died for something.

Your car sits vacant across the street
I get the chills every time I see
The dozens of roses laying on your car
Thank you for remembering me...
Like the roses, I died too
I know it was way too soon
I lived as long as I could
But God needed me more
It’s ok, I’m ok, I’m good
Now that I’m gone, everyone can hear me
Loud and clear just like I hoped you would...
Take it from me, I wasn’t well
I slipped, I’ve fallen, I’m a flying angel now...

Time and segments,
Dreams and wishes,
Words unspoken
And a quantity of pain
Is
Troubling the day.