My friends I did not want to be,
With you, I needed, here with me.

The words I said, misunderstood,
I'd take them back, I wish I could.

We can't get up without a fall,
Maybe we will, by autumn call.

Bookmark in place, I bid ado.
With these last three words, I love you.

I'm tired of repeating the same thing,
In tired of waiting,
I'm tired of not being brave enough,
I'm tired of being that typical girl who waits for a guy to come and mend her heart,
I'm tired with all that thing,
I'm tired of being ugly,
I'm tired of being "not good enough",
I'm tired of being fat,
I'm tired of seeing you passing by me without any words coming out from your soft lips,
I'm tired of waiting for miracles to happen,
I'm just tired with the same thing,
Going on and on my life,
You weren't there!

I just want you to make a move
Or should I?
I'm not brave enough,
But I want you,
I want you.

This crush thing,
Its not going to fade like that,
No,
Its not.

I rather keep it in my heart ,
Then letting you know.

But I know!
If you love somebody,
Sacrifice for them,
Put your ego and pride aside and that's .... true love...
I accept the challenge to make the very first move,
But I don't know how?
Where to start?
What to say?
What if you hate it?
What if you hate me after that?
What if you don't want to look at me?
What if ...

Its day 13,
And I'm struggling ..
With my inner peace ,
My inner self ,
Falling so bad..
Again
For you ..