there was this boy
who held my
heart and
all its little secrets
but dropped it
who said he
loved me for
who i was
but
always pointed
out all the things
i was able to do
better
who convinced me
he cared
but managed to
rip me apart inside

there was this boy
who made me
feel like i mattered

my mother always told me
that blue eyes were dangerous
and I assured her
that I would be careful
that I would never get addicted
and yet here I am
lost in yours
and unable to find home

And then I realized
that after many years
of blurry visions
you were the glasses
I'd been missing