I can't wait until you no longer utter those three words

I Gotta Go

I long for the day that we ALWAYS leave together to go to our place

I want to sit on our couch and watch our tv together

I want to cook for you in our kitchen

I want to sit in our backyard and have drinks together

I want to shower with you in our bathroom

I want to hold you and fall asleep with you in our bed

I want to randomly dance with you in our bedroom and our living room and our kitchen

I want to create beautiful art with you in our basement

Please be patient baby so we can share OUR lives together! I promise it will be worth the wait. I love you baby!

sanity has lost it
and I am yet to find
tranquility despite
tragedy of this
hopeless mind

your eyes, your smile
just the thought of
you weakens me
yet I know this is
useless, helpless
can't you just see?

I wonder how long
will I stand
trying my best
to make things
work in hand

maybe, just maybe
losing you is for the best
but maybe, just maybe
I hope you'll come back--
back in my arms again

I want to be worried about.

Not in the "she'll do something reckless" way.

But in the:

Did I say that right?
Does she like me back?
Does she love me back?
Would it be weird to text her and tell her I had a good time?
Even though I just saw her is it weird to call?
I miss her voice, does she miss mine?
Do I need to tell her I love her more?
Am I telling her I love her too much?
Does she miss me?

kind of way.