Nicky

Dec 2015

Xiao - SparKticas

Take a Closer Look at My Account

When was the last time I posted
A poem spewing with positivity?

Am I really some negative, depressive monster?
I mean... thats exactly how I feel
Emphasis on the "Monster"

#depression #thoughts #sorrow #stop #sorry #heartache #realization #negative

Dec 2015

Xiao - SparKticas

I Miss. . , Me

I miss* being the type of guy I was
I miss being WHO I was
I miss that happiness, that joyous emotion
I miss being happy-go-lucky with everything
I miss being an optimist
I miss the pain my cheeks felt from always smiling, always laughing
I miss being free, stress free and worry free
I miss being a kid
I miss having an excuse to be who I was
I miss waking up, feeling better the next morning
I miss my sense of humour
I miss how easy everything was
I miss making others happy

I miss** *me. . .

Depression. . . *******

#fear #depression #worry #pain #sadness #past #missing #sorry #heartache #unrest

Nov 2015

Neex

ee There's This Thing Called Over-thinking ee

I've lost control of my mind,
Now,
It's telling me everything,
*Everything that hurts me.

It always happens.

#pain #lost #in #hurt #my #control #head #everything #again

Nov 2015

Detached Dreamer