Beinghonest

Beinghonest Feb 2016

It kinda ***** when you meet the things you're running away from in your dreams.

It's terrifying to be honest, to see the things you thought you've overcome or gotten rid of in your dreams...

-just being honest

#sleep #dreams #thoughts #nightmare #beinghonest

Beinghonest Feb 2016

Himself

He lost everything -
But he was able to recover it all,
Because he still had one thing :
**HIMSELF

Never lose yourself - no matter what...

-just being honest

#himself #beinghonest

Beinghonest Feb 2016

¦Magic¦

Our eyes locked,
Time was non-existent,
We were in the moment.

My eyes,
Trying so hard to pierce hers,
"What was up with this intense eye contact?"
I thought -
Her hands found my cheek,
So I placed mine on her head,
Feeling her hair twist around my fingers,
They didn't want to let go of my fingers,
Just like her eyes kept mine focused on hers

She giggled as my fingers went down her neck,
She liked as my fingers caressed her skin,
And then she closed her eyes,
And leaned,
Mine closed unexpectedly
And I began to close the tiny space between our faces,
Then -
Magic.

I can't remember how it feels to kiss a girl,
So I just tried to relive the moment :(

-just being honest

#kiss #imagination #fantasy #magic #fiction #beinghonest

Beinghonest Feb 2016

Worst kind of guy

I think I'm the worst kind of guy...
Deceitful,
But I don't mean to be.
It's just because I flicker from using my brain to using my heart.

I don't mean to mislead a girl,
I don't mean to break hearts,
I'm just searching for my one true love,
But it's harder than I imagined :

To go on this journey without leaving hearts broken.
Because I'm deceitful,
First following my heart,
Thinking you're the one,
Then following my brain,
Realising that we need to end things,
Because my conscience tells me I'm doing the wrong thing by holding onto you,
Even though you fill me up with so much joy and love...
It keeps whispering,
"You don't deserve her."

...
- just being honest

#heart #brain #heartbreaker #deceitful #beinghonest #worstguy

Beinghonest Feb 2016

Gave it to her

"Home is where the heart is",
So... Ummm... My home are her hands?

Just playing around with the saying...
Because I gave a girl my heart, does that mean my home are hands?

-just being honest

#love #heart #home #stupid #her #question #beinghonest

Beinghonest Feb 2016

C O R N E R E D

I guess I always thought that I was a good guy,
That's why my thoughts are scaring me,
That's why I'm feeling guilty -
Because for once I'm going to do something bad...

But I really don't want to,
Nor do I have a choice.

I feel like I'm cornered, having to cause harm to do good... But I don't have a choice, I'm cornered :
The sooner I get out, the better...

-just being honest

#thoughts #guilt #choices #cornered #frustrated #beinghonest #goodguy #badguy

Beinghonest Feb 2016

Game of love ``10w``

Why'd I press "play" ,
When I knew I wasn't ready?

Stupid, stupid me, I should have never allowed any of this to happen...
And you know in games, sometimes a message pops up saying, "Are you ready?"
I kinda saw it and I said yes, when the answer was obvious to me - no.

-just being honest

#love #thoughts #thinking #game #beinghonest