Rock bottom is fantastic for perspective.

i sit here in tomorrow,
as you lay there in yesterday.

It is better to give
Than it is to receive
Believe.

She paused from our kiss
Took a breath.
And I opened my eyes.
I saw her,
Taking it all in as she held my face
She quivered.
I smiled,
That's when I knew
She was enough.

useless,
             loser,
                     fat,
                           ugly,
                                  dead wood,
                                                       coward,
                                                         ­            liar,
                                                           ­                not good enough,
                                                         ­                                                better off dead,
                                                           ­                                                                 ­        failure,
                                                ­                                                                 ­                              ******,
                                                         ­                                                                 ­                                 idiot,
                                                          ­                                                                 ­                        Dad,
                                                            ­                                                                 ­     I love you,
                                                            ­                                                  Thank you,
                                                            ­                         Don't  give up,
                                                           We will make it,
                        You are a good man,
You look happy,


I hate words,
.... Maybe not so much !

Some of them abuse you.
Some of the abuse,
is caused by you.
Everyone looking for something 
Many  ending with nothing
Stardom is only for a chosen few.
the rest they blame on you
for doing what they tell you to do.
Some of them want to use you
Most of them are already used.
Look at them, looking in at you
what are you supposed to do,
when nobody knows what to do.
Except for telling these lies about you.
Knowing the can't do it without you.
Using tools of abuse, to doubt you
knowing not a thing about you.