So I was wondering
How do people define
A perfect relationship

I thought
Maybe it was physically
But it changes
For a period of time

I thought
Maybe it was the wealth
That can buy everything
Wants, needs

I thought
Maybe it was the words
Smooth talker
*** kisser

I thought
Maybe it was the performance
In dates
At home
On bed

But as I go deeper
And deeper
I have thought
Of so many reason
To define
A perfect relationship

In the end
No one
Can really define
A perfect relationship

For it depends
On the happiness
Of that person

For once I thought that I won't make the same mistake again
It seems that the world revolves just like the past I've burned
The friendship I've carefully handled and preserved
I even invested time and concern

I thought we were true friends
Separated when we were trying to surpass our own dreams
It seems that you're like the others
Leaving when you've find someone you've once dreamed

How could you turn your back from me?
Friendship should have no boundaries
Aren't we even allowed to laugh?
Or just talk all night about nonsense things

I asked you
When should I only be allowed to message you?
And then you just told me
The most bull**** response I've ever heard  of

Remember the days
When we’re both drunk in love,
Hands touching each other’s heart,
And those passionate eyes.

Those were the days
When we still jump for joys,
Laughing, hearing no other noise.

But that was replaced
With words we never meant to say,
People trying to break
A love that was already at stake.

I tried to be strong
Because one has to believe
That everything is worth a song

Until then,
My hands slipped off of the rope,
A rope that once I thought was long,
Long enough for my hopes to hold.

I thought of you as the enemy
So I could easily forget all the wounds you’ve caused to me
Because it is easier to hate than nothing at all.

I though it will last forever,
The grudge I’m holding on for months.
But an angel was sent down
To guide and fix up our hearts’ frown.

I never thought how much you were affected
For I was blinded with my own fears and tears
Now my memories of us came back

As we accept each other again,
Nothing will be the same, ever again.
Questions were left unanswered
Because in love, actions will always be better than words.

Always remember
“A love that once existed,
Will never ever fade away.”

You are my light
That shines so bright even at night
My world you turned from black to white
I love you even if I lose my sight

If challenges would try to break us apart
I will fight, for I will never break your heart
Loyalty and faithfulness will guide our way
I love you no matter what they say

I cannot abandon you even if there is a million reason
I will always find a way, for my love has won
I do not have to count years, because it will never be enough
I will just treasure the memories that you and I have

But, darling, things may not be in our favor
Just like the failed relationships before
I vow to the gods and goddesses
That nothing can tear us apart
Our love is tied with vicious kisses
I love you from the bottom of my heart

When I'm gone
Will you notice?
I bet you won't

When I'm gone
Will you search of me?
I bet you won't


When I'm gone
Will you even care?
I bet you won't

When I'm gone
Will you freak out?
I bet you won't

When I'm gone
Will you find out the reason why?
I bet you won't

When I'm gone
Will you miss me?
I bet you won't

When I'm gone**
Will I even stand a chance to pop on your mind?
I bet I won't