I made a mistake
No words to say
I made your heart ache
with your love that I can't pay

Now that you're gone
You leave because you're done
I need to go away
and find my own way

Yes I became dumb
at the same time I get numb
Too insensitive with your feelings
Not blind but not seeing

I do conceal
for me not to reveal
and now that you know
You're now cold as a snow

I have story,
There were three friends,
two of them were lovers.

I love you,
and you also love me.
Our friend was happy for us
but things had changed.
You left me,
and you two started to begin your story.

I've lost a piece and I've been careless
I tried to bring it back and done everything
The pieces of puzzle doesn't fit together
My pieces left me with torn and shattered

I'm in a four corner room
Lying,
All I can see is a light from my phone
and the rest is nothing
Wondering and thinking
a thoughts and things
that are slowly killing me

You promise
you'll never leave

You promise
you'll wait

You promise
you'll stay
and marry me
someday

I thought those
promises
was for me

Now, I saw you
grant it to someone

Your action shows
that you still care
about me
but your eyes says
that you don't.

Your mouth says that
you still love me
but your action shows
you don't.

There was a time,
I am in profound idea of you,
That I never mind around me,
Though you were beside me.
There was time,
I wished to be loved by you,
Even if you told me that you loved me
It made me believe that its true
There was a time,
I can see me in your eyes,
But not in your heart

I hope to get out
of this railings
Where I was confined
with the memories that aren't helpful

Everytime I see you
with your new
My heart aches because of you
and now I no longer have a value

I'd seen your
miserable eyes
insincere grins
chaotic mind and
shattered heart;
You've changed.
I told you
as I cry,
staring myself
in the mirror..

I wonder what would happen if you knew,
Those times when I had a glimpse of you,
Smiling with those eyes that can't seem to be true,
Or on that day when we talk about dew,
And how my heart was racin' but you've got no clue,
Oh, what would happen if you knew,
How many times my heart aches for you,
Though in love I still feel blue,
For deep in my heart, I knew it too.
That there can be no such thing as me and you.

Sana'y sa aking pagpikit
ay makalimutan lahat ng sakit
Ngunit kahit anong pilit
Di ko maiwaglit
Ang lahat ng pait
Di alam kung bakit

Your smile? I'll blush again
Your touch? I'll be happy again
Your hug? I'll be stupid again and again

They were once my family
Now, they're nothing to me

Before, I was part of them
Now, they're no longer my gems

I was happy when I see them everyday
Now, it feels like I'm carried away

They were once my happy pill
Now, there's nothing I can feel

I apologize for everything that I've done
Sorry for not accepting the fact that you won't love me the way I love you.
Sorry for treating you as a special person.
Sorry for being a clingy person.
Sorry for giving your wants, if that's the only way that I can show my love for you.
Sorry for being a stupid person.
Sorry for the care and I care for you too much
Sorry for the pain that I've caused and ruining your life.
Sorry for being me.
Sorry because I'm still holding on
even if you wanted me to let myself away from you.
And lastly, sorry because I came and became part of your life.
I felt sorry for everything.
Bye.

I'm living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I'll lose.
Not knowing what will last.