1. I just couldn't stop myself from falling and suddenly realized, I didn't want to.
2. Thank you for making my time feel worth something.
3. This is the third time I've wrote this and it still doesn't explain much...I'm sorry.
4. I haven't slept for two weeks because of you and I hope you still think I'm cute with these bags under my eyes.
5. All the ***** couldn't drown my love for you and never once did it make me forget your name; only my own.
6. There are over one million thoughts going through my head everyday, and I still haven't mastered the art of putting them on paper but maybe one part of this will mean something.
7. It's hard for me to explain what's going through my head right now...but I've thinking about you all night.
8. I just had to say this before it was too late but hell, I'm barely on time for class each day.
9. I wanted to wait for the perfect time, but that wait would last forever.
10. I don't know how to be alone and I hoped someday that you'd fill in the empty space in my bed.
11. My hands are shaking and I don't know if I am scared, nervous or anxious; but I know this time I won't chicken out.
12. I just had to get this weight off my chest and god, I almost forgot what it was like to really breathe.
13. I am tired of being afraid.
These are from letters I have actually written.
Yes, some are from suicide notes I wrote in a dark time.
Which ones are from the pain of losing yourself, or the pain of telling someone you love them, risking losing them forever.