This empty space
Is so cold
There is numbness here
A slowing of life , of thought
Occasionally visited by a confused delusion in a half waking dream
That leaves too soon
There is no life here
Hope left an age ago
I just wait now
Mourning is done
And I spin...
A centrifuge of nausea
With chunks of ***** floating by
In a decided manner
And the air thins as awareness fades
Just how long will this take?
They never really taught me that in astronaut school.
She said," You live just a bit too far,
Too far from where the people are
To see the industry of the day
Or to hear the children as they play."
I replied," I live just far enough away
To see all that heaven will display
And hear God's voice when I pray,
A shame you don't live too far as well,
For this is where the angels dwell."
I could speak long on heartbreak.
I've known it pure and known it true.
But what poor converse that would make
I won't do that to you.
Besides you have all of your own ****
That has left you beaten too.
And,"no," I don't want to hear about it
I don't care that much for you.
Let's just leave our pasts in the past
For it's the po-lite thing to do
"My day was fine. I'm glad you asked!"
Now pretend you like me too.
'Twas not a death of ceaseless breathing,
But rather one of love deceiving,
From which the soul did die.
And by doing so, then guided pleasure,
To a grave no one could measure,
Beneath a weary sky.
Without a stake even for its leaving,
Or further thought of its conceiving,
It quietly held its own,
Appearing no worse for the heaving
Sighing less heavily while bereaving,
A spot no tree had grown.
I have a few words
but they are brittle, easily fragmented.
Not pretty in their frailty- just broken.
when you look into his eyes
You see past the scars
the hurts, the pains
And all the lies
through to their core
feeling and knowing a love
than you've ever felt before
You found the one
you've been searching your whole life for
blessed with their presence
And doomed to love them forever
as they are the reason for your existence
in which you can feel
your life change forever
that you've finally reached
of a long, tiring endeavor
does not hit everyone
but if you miss that chance
it could mean a life filled with
The moment I laid my eyes on you,
you were a dream that would never,
Sometimes I sleep
just to escape
As I laid in his arms after the passion,
I placed my head on his chest,
the silence was deafening,
for his heart did not beat for me....