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Jul 2016 · 561
right hand girl
vinny Jul 2016
you gave me what i needed
didn't even break a sweat
not sure if you knew or not
maybe possibly if i had to bet

split tongue and breath of flame
they had been warned
thought they were badass
until you locked horns

so now i take that strength within
as i stand alone once more
you are right beside me
while i fearlessly wage war
Jul 2016 · 457
prophecy
vinny Jul 2016
she said my time will come
the basis of which is a lie
even if we crash and burn
at least i can say i tried

designed you a ring
custom made for a queen
as i marched to the gallows
presented on one knee

don't forget i'm sicilian
making offers you can't refuse
one day you'll accept
then i'll wear your noose
Jul 2016 · 480
combust
vinny Jul 2016
air and fuel
spark the flame
burn clean
play the game

i bled for you
you sweat for me
never achieving
peak efficiency

hot exhaust
burning hate
keep it tight
out of the gate

she bled for him
he sweat for her
too much work
for one cylinder
Jul 2016 · 402
deity
vinny Jul 2016
said goodbye in a dream
so there you can no longer haunt
although we will never be
i have a better idea of what i want

i'll be standing by
but not holding my breath
got a gut feeling
it will come when least expected

learned to watch for traps
the like i've never known
hard lessons gleaned
while worshipping at your throne
Jul 2016 · 549
peel
vinny Jul 2016
I can't taste
I can't feel
no matter how many
layers i peel

i pour sriracha
on everything i eat
it's all i can do
to make it sweet

then you came along
to quench my thirst
what a joke
it just got worse

so i'm on a new mission
just need basics to survive
sriracha for my oatmeal
to keep me alive
Jun 2016 · 642
untitled
vinny Jun 2016
this day is full of possibilities
by which i determine my fate
i can choose to take these chains off
but i secretly enjoy their weight

can't come up short
miss by just a smidge
burdens are a gift
my only privilege

so i shift into neutral
let the engine idle
these words mean nothing
so i leave them untitled
Jun 2016 · 690
backup plan
vinny Jun 2016
i have a backup plan my secret game:
a tinder nest
to nurture the flame

i have a backup plan to stop the bleeding:
protect the wound
and treat for shock
like captain kirk
and mr. spock

i have a backup plan for all i do:
even a backup to you
she's all i need maybe more
the tight red uniform looks killer on
lieutenant uhura

i have a backup plan if my truck doesn't start:
a mountain bike to ride to work
like mr. spock and
captain kirk

i have a backup plan for all i do:
beam me up scotty
i'm done with you
beam me up scotty was actually never stated in any episode of star trek
Jun 2016 · 375
periphery
vinny Jun 2016
i look around
see green
up
see gray
blending
in the middle
this is where
i stay

in my mind
a brief glimpse
behind
have to keep moving
before the mortar sets
i have no regrets
except
you
Jun 2016 · 365
brevity
vinny Jun 2016
missing those moments
mourning their loss
when i held my breath
in between chaos

time is standing still
i'm bending it's will
until you command me
to breathe in deeply

it's a lie i suspect
designed to protect
but it's all i have
so i gratefully accept
Jun 2016 · 843
control
vinny Jun 2016
things haven't been going my way
for awhile now
so i'm letting it roll
see where it goes

not giving up the fight though
learned the hard way
to know when it's time
to give up control
Jun 2016 · 343
bones in my back
vinny Jun 2016
tried to say goodbye
so many times
rehearsing the lines
defensive reflex
it's for the best
time to move on
but the bones in my back
shudder and crack
at the thought of you gone
Jun 2016 · 284
long after you leave
vinny Jun 2016
love something which evades
that will never stay
maybe the wrong time and place
whose to say
so i woke up early
to watch you sleeping
blond hair on my pillow
the sun's rays weaving
that's how I'll keep you
*long after you leave
Jun 2016 · 705
double dipping
vinny Jun 2016
i see your double dipping
from multiple straws your sipping
he's buying you mikey kors
as my texts are ignored

you know i'm a sucker
for secret victoria
34B mediums all day long
i'll get some more for ya
pulled pork sandwiches
with orange cream soda
yoga pants from lemon loulou
if it's just me and you
even though you spread the love
all over the PNW
when i gave you my extra key
it wasn't for a rendezvous
with you know who
and eat all my steaks
with your favorite fan base

it's true your double dipping
though i'm not tripping
but i think i'm done
contributing to your
*retirement fund
Jun 2016 · 519
steel toes
vinny Jun 2016
steel toes
padded knees
you always knew
how to exist with me

made assumptions
for which i paid dearly
beyond material value
your gifts to me
focus
love unconditionally
looking beyond the mirror
of my flawed exterior
into the soul within
we scrub a dub'd in the shower
listening to sugar kane
cuz i asked what stinks
answered it was you
since you've been with me

steel toes
padded knees
you always knew
how to handle me
your greatest gift
unintentionally
Jun 2016 · 692
closure
vinny Jun 2016
there's no documented history
save for my memory
of us ever
being together
trying to erase the tape
delete the database
stab it in the heart
with a stake
decapitate
watch as it squirms
in pain
but it won't go out this way
it can't be killed via
external devices alone
it has to die on it's own
Jun 2016 · 512
vicees
vinny Jun 2016
i love my vicees
they are addicted to me
Amsterdam shags
black coffee

i should try to resist you
not sure if i'm capable
to control an appetite so
insatiable

i abandon the thought
before it crosses my mind
i'm aware of my limitations
a realist you'll find

so i send another text
believing you'll reply
rehearsing my lines
knowing i can't  
say goodbye

yes i love my vicees
they are good to me
helping my mind
stay steady
i'll put you down
when i'm good and ready
Jun 2016 · 943
shadowman
vinny Jun 2016
lived in the shadows
far too long
hiding from the truth
hating and believing
i was something i'm not
afraid of being discovered
a fraud
now the smoke has cleared
the flames now breath
licking and stinging
ashes now the mess i made
fearless and
ablaze
Jun 2016 · 413
sit with me
vinny Jun 2016
i roll my shags
fat and tight
took a lot of practice
to get them just right

i'd like an hour of your time
please forgive my persistence
as i listen to your stories
and absorb your existence

come sit with me on my back porch
i promise to be silent
tell me when they sent you to that special school
to find out why you were so violent

or when you got busted
for selling e
over 50 tabs
was that your first felony?

the one you won't tell
it's that scar on your calf
stitches for sure maybe a bite
let's save that for another night

let me roll you a ****
fat and tight
i want to get lost watching your lips move
now gimme a light
Jun 2016 · 297
day in the sun
vinny Jun 2016
love your sense of humor
when you say you're sorry
for torment
you don't act like you care
but i'm sure that's what you meant
it's more of a haunting
to depict accurately
a ghost hiding in the shadows
a shell of what used to be
your red suitcase is packed
constant state of readiness
waiting for your day
in the sun
it will come
we all have
one
Jun 2016 · 396
wherever you may be
vinny Jun 2016
i hope the sun shines on your face
wherever you may be
me and maggie are waiting for the day
you take advantage of our open door policy

say hi to your mom in montana
she'll be happy to see her little runner
the apple never falls far from the tree
i'm sure she's a stunner

tomorrow we kick off the next project
so at least i'll have work to keep me occupied
perfect timely distraction
to not deal with what's inside

the king bed i bought for us it's
too big to be alone
i can't let it get too cold

there's a few sweet angels
hovering about
they are fine for a quick fix
but your the habit
i can't live without
Jun 2016 · 1.4k
Seattle
vinny Jun 2016
i'll never leave the place
with gray cloudy skies
threatening to rip open
at any time
and the sun sometimes shines
just enough to know it's there
intense brief glimpses
then disappears
and the girl i love more
than anything before
always and forever
never together
nothing is innate
life's cruelest ironies
always testing my fate
at night i'll sit on my back porch
and smoke an Amsterdam ****
listen to the world unwind
and dream of what i'll never have
it's all in my mind
the constant battle
who am i kidding
i'll never leave
Seattle
home.  finally.
May 2016 · 342
something more real
vinny May 2016
she asked
if this is what it feels like
to be free
i said no way baby
it gets better and better
everyday all the time
at least for me
go ahead and accuse
say i'm enabling
my commitment is real
love unwavering
so i'm feeding your monster
to transform you tangible
you love me
i know you said it
but i need something more real
than republic credits
May 2016 · 761
out of stock
vinny May 2016
you mastered the art of
selling your goods
not a bargain to be had
that was understood
yes and they bought in bulk
like you knew they would

when you ran out of stock
they identified alternative suppliers
to pull out their fingernails
with needle nose pliers

supply and demand baby
straight up for all to see
you thought you had it handled
i told you to get a business degree

please don't kid yourself
your not unique
now stripped of your powers
twitch and tweak

as you come crawling back
seething in denial

take a load off

maybe stay
with me
awhile?
May 2016 · 441
before your demise
vinny May 2016
I loved our time
before your demise
it was innocent and pure
more than we could endure
you would jump in my arms
wrap your legs around my waist
as I inhaled deeply
khali mist all I taste
I stayed in Seattle for you
left everything I knew
then our contract ended
and you chose not to renew
there was a glorious moment
trapped in your
thicket
thorns digging in deep
welcoming it
as I succumbed
peace overcame
I realized
I never
loved
myself
until
I
loved
you.
don't sweat it
May 2016 · 342
null
vinny May 2016
I made huge mistakes
yesterday
and did great things
today
it never seems
to null out
*though
May 2016 · 587
serenity
vinny May 2016
In all your chaos
I realized serenity
The ultimate humility
Loving something so much
and knowing it will never be
you'll never know how much of a gift you were to me
Apr 2016 · 717
Note on a Windshield
vinny Apr 2016
You told me the story
When you first met your Dad
You were 18
There was a note on a windshield
and a friend in between
It was the most intimate moment
You had ever shared with me
A moment to behold
I felt like I was there
watching it unfold
It is such an honor
to be a part of that
through your
eyes and
heart
Apr 2016 · 493
swayback
vinny Apr 2016
My sweet angel has abnormal
curvature of
the spine
She says it's from carrying too many burdens
over time
She tries to stand straight
but can't align
She's tried all sorts of cures
but just makes it worse
When she tries to conceal
it's just further revealed
So she's simply resigned
to work within the constraints of
her earthly design
Apr 2016 · 402
Scratched Glasses
vinny Apr 2016
For fear I see the world
With clarity
I maintain my vision blurry
Glasses scratched
Creating Distractions
Fighting dragons
Not ordinary everyday dragons
mind you
This species
Are shadow beasts
Hiding and lurking
Always taunting
and tempting
Venom breathing
Talons ripping and clawing
can't be contained beasts
Just enough to keep
things interesting
beasts
Apr 2016 · 525
Tricky Nicky
vinny Apr 2016
when did you get so picky?
I grilled you a ribeye rare
olive oil baked brussel sprouts
but you chewed them up
and spit them out
you need your greens
Greek salad with olives
and feta cheese
stop tripping Nicky
your jeans are too tight
but they come off easy
your requests are so confusing
buy me a ring
but it won't mean a thing
I can't get into specifics
but i'm questioning
what i've become
and you are a major part
of the problem
what are we going to do with you Nicole?
Apr 2016 · 351
stringing
vinny Apr 2016
I just assumed you were like all the rest
run your course move on hope for the best
You were so good at selling your goods
and all the signals were misunderstood
What I thought was real
it was part of the deal

All the dreams that kept me alive
took on a life of their own
and I was forced to decide
between you or her
So now I call your bluff-
you were great at most everything
just not poker.
Apr 2016 · 1.2k
master of fantasy
vinny Apr 2016
our dream died
even i
the master of fantasy
couldn't keep it
alive
it needed to be nurtured
but you power fed
and it grew to
unhealthy proportions
a tumor that had to be burned off
deeply
so all the roots
are destroyed
and it will never grow back
Apr 2016 · 354
distraction
vinny Apr 2016
I know when you haven't been around there's money in my savings account upper cut sucker punch you owe me lunch make it schwarma
love the greek deliver to your room get a sneak peak wish you'd just leave me alone but you know i'm weak when your out of control so move on give someone else a turn your a distraction i need to burn
Apr 2016 · 575
low center of gravity
vinny Apr 2016
you have a low center of gravity
when I tried to take you down
My chin found
your knee
don't call me lame
when i say
we should move on
you know it too
those days are long gone
it was wonderful back then
indian summer of 2014
just kept going it
didn't want to end
every night we grilled huge steaks
man did we eat
fit perfectly in my arms
as you fell
fast asleep
Apr 2016 · 337
Vest
vinny Apr 2016
You wear a vest
To stop a ballistics event
Transforming a
7.62 or
5.56 into a
Mushroomed tip
But you can't stop
High explosive
Armor piercing
50 caliber
Nuclear beast-
Dreams.
Apr 2016 · 397
Bending
vinny Apr 2016
I want you to think
your in total control
As I witness your
belief in the
delusion
You've convinced
Yourself
You're pulling
the strings
In fact
It's a perfect illusion
I'm bending your will
With my brain
And in your mind
your believing
the same
But ask yourself
if you think
i'm that that weak
and if in me that's
what you saw-
Here's a big fat juicy
clue to the truth:
*That's your fatal flaw
Apr 2016 · 395
space
vinny Apr 2016
so happy
you needed your space
the further I get
from you
the more I feel
part of the human race
Again
Once more with
The general population
Breathing untainted air
Free from your
consummation
once again life is pure
Without your
participation
stay locked away for good this time
Apr 2016 · 531
digging
vinny Apr 2016
I dug a hole
to fill it in
and dig again
I dig my holes
Deep and wide
To fit your promises
Inside
The ones that died
You told me
In room 216
Comfort Inn
I was your trick
you were my sin
We lied to each other
Things I can't say
As my debit card was abused
by the ATM across
the way
Apr 2016 · 295
everything eyes
vinny Apr 2016
black hole eyes
pulling in close
can't resist eyes
begging you to lose
yourself forever
in them eyes
sacrifice everything eyes
when it became intense
you spared me this
a rare act of kindness
averted my stare
warned to not come near
it gave me the second i needed
to glimpse my future
on the other side
chewed up and
spit out
nothingness
Thanks for sparing me
the gray hairs
as i checked for my wallet
it was still there
Apr 2016 · 333
Citizen
vinny Apr 2016
I saw me
What I used to be
Not currently
Sturdy
Fearless
Now look at me
I obey speed limits
What have I become?
Apr 2016 · 409
heavy
vinny Apr 2016
in my head
on my back
Takes my MOJO
Give it back yo
gotta shed my load
when i'm stressed
the ******* want to play
tempting taunting twisting
in my brain
need to shed this load
Best thing is to run
in the sun
until i can't breathe
like when i was in boot camp
on an island in the south
25 year ago
I ran so fast
my lungs couldn't keep up
with my heart
it was glorious
and will be once again
*Once i shed this load
the old burden backpack
Apr 2016 · 260
home
vinny Apr 2016
I walked my dog Maggie
Friday night
talkin' smack with my homeys
they alright
stopped at a bar
but didn't go inside
There was a sweet country girl
smoking by the side
Maggie just loved her
so did i
Well i got to be going-
we'll see ya later
She said
I hope so
and i knew
i was
home
Apr 2016 · 437
mister screach
vinny Apr 2016
the sun came out today
Old mister screach-ee
he burned my brain
same lesson he always
teach me
I hate him most
For that one decade
I lived 100 miles south of LA
And never went to the beach
Carlsbad Village
East Pointe Ave
Dana and *****
best neighbors I
ever had
Now I have new freaks
And i fit right in
Now when Mr Screach's
Rays are far-reaching
He always finds
my skin
i don't miss you
Apr 2016 · 385
lyrics
vinny Apr 2016
I couldn't find the lyrics
to my new favorite
song
So I just made them up
in my head
And played air guitar
My old lady left me
for some punk ***
Something
like that
Apr 2016 · 5.7k
Seattle bloomed today
vinny Apr 2016
Long ****** winter and
Not over yet
Record rainfall-
Most since 99
By a little bit
But the suns been out
Ya old mistah screech
My former nemesis
Hangin round this
Week
So like a short stout spring
In a full on compression
For about like a year
Let loose
And blew the lid off baby!!

Today was the day
SEATTLE Bloomed!
What a glorious day furiosa
Apr 2016 · 379
Love tatatrue part uno
vinny Apr 2016
She had a glowing red center
And would flaunt for all to see
Many would take the bait
But not me
For I fell in love
With the mortal form
And not the trickery
I see who you are at the core and that is truly beautiful
Apr 2016 · 386
It's wasted breath
vinny Apr 2016
I like our game
it's a total lie
and you can escape
anytime
it feels like to me
i'm contributing to your
delinquency
and when you tell me you
love me
it sounds like you've
never put those
three words together in
the same
sentence
before
So never you worry
Your pretty head
It never leaves the room
Because it means nothing
It's wasted breath
highs and lows
Mar 2016 · 373
she is worthy of...
vinny Mar 2016
calm soothing waters
surrounding her
a safe haven
to rest but
her choice is turmoil
and pain
it is hers to make
and mine to
accept
i'm coming for ya buddy hang in there
Mar 2016 · 273
Now your in trouble
vinny Mar 2016
Paid my dime
Went for the ride
But the joke was on me
The game stuck on repeat
The same refrain
over and over
in my brain
i.....love.....you
So apprehensive
and with lack of
commitment
like you knew
it would be accompanied by
A heavy burden
but couldn't stop
yourself
don't worry i didn't take you seriously
Mar 2016 · 249
New in town
vinny Mar 2016
She said i'm new in town
can you show me around?
I like the finer things
my puppets on strings.
i'd love to get messy
with such an amazing
specimen but just looking
at you can see where
it goes...
Although you got me
thinking with my stones
I prefer more substance I need
meat on the bone-
best for you to move down
the road...but I'm all alone

Well you look sweet enough
A good ol' country girl
Hop on in let's
*give it a whirl
haha
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