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Tyler Cobain Jun 2014
It is so soothing
To know that you're healling
And I have faith that you'll succeed

You're so endearing
Your new spirit infecting
Like a virus with a vendetta

It's so relieving
To know that you're easing
The hurt you inflick on youreself

It is not comfortable in my head

I'm your character witness, equal in bleakness
Lets see can we make up ground
You're so full of valor where I'm awash with fear
like a wartime born child
You're bimming with talent your beauty unrivaled
Like a untamed angel risky and wild

I used to be confident being sad

It is so soothing
To know that you're healling
And I have faith that you'll succeed

You're so endearing
Your new spirit infecting
Like a virus with a vendetta

It's so relieving
To know that you're easing
The hurt you inflick on youreself

It is not comfortable in my head
Tyler Cobain Jun 2014
Underneath the stars
My heart's begun to leak
And all the words that I've prepared
Have stabbed me in the back
Now I'm straving for a breath
And an aclove for my suffering
I'm not gonna stop
I'm trying to burn off my all fellings

There's nothing you can say

Underneath the stars
My heart's begun to leak
And all the words that I've prepared
Have stabbed me in the back
Now I'm straving for a breath
And a aclove for my suffering
I'm not gonna stop
I'm trying to burn off my all fellings

There's nothing you can say
Tyler Cobain Jun 2014
Losing all hope was freedom
You think it's a diesease but
It gave me the confidence to breath
I sit alone in the malignant kingdom

Trying to hit bottom
I try to prolong this condition
Sturring in a boiling *** of contrition
Can't you see my new perpetual phantom?

I'm broken, nobody wants me
Lost in the senseless pages
My internal strom continues to rage
Sitting for days, hungry, in the oldest dragon tree

I'll wait for you, your beauty, so ageless
I'll wait for you atop our favourite tree
We can hold hands and for a second feel free
You make me feel priceless, when I know I'm worthless

I'm A Shamed (not ashamed)
Tyler Cobain Jun 2014
She likes the sounds
She likes the rounds
She needs sometime to develop it

She knows their name
She wants the fame
She needs a month to think about it

She likes to dance
She likes to get the trance
She needs to dance she can't afford to sing

She wants to climb
She wants more time
She has to be the revolutionary cult hero

She was born to think
She seems too weak
She has it all to gain from the fallen

She like to be
She has to be
She needs to be
What we need her to be
Tyler Cobain Jun 2014
I'm in a very weird mood today
I might **** myself
Or would that be seen as rude?
Maybe I'll just leave my heart on this shelf

Get out of my head I don’t need this
I want to survive but I cannot resist
The feeling of cold steel on my skin
Is too beautiful like the hug of a kin

I’m in a strange mood today
I might **** myself
Or is this just obscene
Maybe I’ll just place my soul of this shelf

Get out of my head I don’t deserve this
I want to fight but Santa Muerte I cannot resist
The feeling of euphoria is near it’s said
So let me lie in this infinite bed
Tyler Cobain Jun 2014
I'd rather die soon
Than achieve nothing later
Oh God no I couldn't
I fear I'm no prognosticator

My mind is void of positive muse
I don't want to let you down
Oh God no I couldn't
But this ain't gold it's a dunce crown

Time is frightening
A true unstoppable force
Oh God no I couldn't
Pull it from its unkind course

Youth branded on my heart
Time etched in my sight
Oh God not I couldn't
Make a devilish deal to be infinite

The 'Tick Tock' is killing me
It's excruciating
Oh God no I couldn't
Bare to see another day it's berating
Tyler Cobain Jun 2014
The greatest skill I've attained
Is convincing people I'm okay.
It's a peculiar feeling
I surely sense I'm beginning to fray

Life is a disease
I self-medicate with drugs and alcohol
Taunted by the constant reminder that
We are not special

Just another reason to
Retreat further into one’s self
Making a more secure asylum
For what comes back from where I delve

I was confident in my sadness
Given it's my only talent
Others saw it as Melancholy Madness
With it I felt twisted and gallant

Living in the narcissistic megalomania state
From vitriol there's no solace
A fluid everlasting berate
Every utterance drenched in malice

This is my everyday
It's not pretty but it's home
Is it truely better to burn out or fade away?
Anyway I'm used to being alone
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