Nonsense

Nonsense May 2019

Alright, perhaps I'm listless

Drained, by my past now gone

So, please don't get ahead of yourself

You won't find what you're hoping for

But I do hope you're not disappointed

I can only be who I am, to who I try to be

But if you so choose to go on with me

I hope you remember what was said from the beginning

Don't tell me that you love me
Because I won't love back
Don't tell me that you need me
Because I don't need that
Don't tell me that you want me
Because I'm on my own

So,

When it all start to whittle

Remember every bit of what was said, every bit of it

Yes, maybe I want to be by myself

Not wanting anyone else

But I'm not

For I truly hope you're not disappointed

I could only be who I am, to who I try to be

But if you so dare, to go on

Don't you use those words, those gestures,

Or even make promises that hold no meaning to you

Because to me they will and once they do I hold on to them

While I'm easily crippled, to be repaired with side effects.

If I was to be honest I don't know either.

Based of lyrics Alone by Bazzi

#side #effects #truly #words #gestures #those #honestly #love #dont #will

Apr 2019

Javaria Waseem

You still pretend

You walk by me everyday yet you still pretend
that I cannot see through the holes which are drilled
in the walls you have erected around yourself.

You walk by me everyday yet you still pretend
that I cannot feel you struggling to keep yourself away
from all the memories for which you (and I) fell.

You walk by me everyday yet you still pretend
that I cannot hear your heart beating like a drum
because you're still in love and you can't tell.

You walk by me everyday yet you still pretend
that I cannot realize the pain that you're in
when you try to hard to forget my existence.

Nonsense Apr 2019

Undestined (so to say)

You say you want to run away
From your world and all its dismay
I told you, don't worry about a thing

Follow me and let yourself unwind
Stare into my eyes, dive deep into my mind
Swim through the seas of my thoughts and deepest desires
My world is yours, just let me make your dreams come true
For there isn't anything I wouldn't let you do

All through and through, I was never enough for you
Perhaps you were just dastard, too scared to try something dignified
For to come find it's all a lie, and I willing to forgive
An utter butcher, you wouldn't even let it live

I wondered if it was my ignorance that led to the end
But no....it seems it just wasn't meant to be
But why is there something inside me that just won't let it be

#anger #destiny #coward #love #broken #unsetlled #heart #over #move #on

Nonsense Apr 2019

My Delight

I didn't get to hold him, like I wanted to.
GOD but I wanted too.
I didn't get look at him like I wanted, admire it for what it was.
Something.... beautiful.
I didn’t get to feel his touch, to fall on cloud nine
So much I yearn for it.
Nevertheless, I realized that I never really got to enjoy my first love.
Yet I fell so hard.

#first #love #dreams #want #miss #fall #in #beautiful #happy #mine

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