I emerge like the moon
on a sleep deprived  sky
I float through the  night
only to land on your hostile ground
The evenings a salute
to   it´s failures
There are episodes
of you in my life
which  have  no ending.
I  dot the bullets, as I lay
my head on a pillow
filled  with your words
I  crave  tomorrow
but as  the  sun rips through my
heavy curtains
Every strenght I managed to save
for this  day
Was I robbed of  yesterday.
Tomorrow comes and I
go back to sleep

was meant for you
By the time you finish
reading these words
you will understand
how foolish you were
to think i would
write a poem
about you

I am constraint
In a constraint body
I move from thought to thought
race  between a permanent
solitude
I hear a screaming voice
and it´s my own
She´s screaming out my own
deepest   secrets
Who  did I tell my  shame?
If not you
You keep me, in a confinement
locked in among my frustrated fears
morbidly amused by their strenght
I  stay in here.
Where else  would I go
If  not   back to you.

watching the ruins of you grow
Urging me to climb your walls
You fearful  *******
I am heaven,
you will never see me
sink
Pushed into the arms  of a
burning  bush
I  held tight to my  tears,
to extinguish your  fire
I found  a way out of
your labyrinth

You earned   it.
for every  unkind word I´ve spoken
You deserve it.
All these unsympatethic actions
Sorry dear
you  wont be getting any sweetness
from me
The harsh  rejection
you  asked for it.
You´re undeserving but
not unforgettable
Like an unpleasent weather
you passed through my heart,
leaving my roots ripped
and my soil ruined
Leaving my mind jaded
You broke my heart
You we´re the unkindest of them all
a malgin spirit
whom I fell in love with.
A merciless enemy
with a rose in its hand.
You deserve   no mercy

I´d walk the streets
and paint the walls with my plum lips
I´d laugh without a reason
and smoke behind the school gates.
I´d climb fences, with joy
I´d kiss every stranger and tell them
To never wait, To never wait
My mom use to say "Come home sweetheart, Just come home"
Let me call home and tell
all my loved ones
That I´m coming home,
I´m on my way
Allow me to become  air
and fill  every dawn with
scented breeze
Let the ashes that  is me
wander  free  on this planet.
Let me go home.