She
She speaks to me every so freely
She her words flow from her tongue leaving me with chills from my head to my knees
She the one who's understanding and ever so caring when I speak
She listens to me rant on about all the pain that makes me vulnerabley weak
She loves me unconditionally
She has helped me overcome my biggest fears
She has lead me to overcome my bad habits
She the only one to know my constant struggle with depression
She has helped me out when I was a drug addict
She has loved me which has also saved me and inspired me
She believes in me and has faith in me
She like an angel sent from above
She showers me with gratitude warmth and love
She sees all in me and never tests me
She doesn't judge me for being me
She when I'm down in the blues she grasps and cares for me
She knows me and I can comfortably tell her anything
She gets my emotional rollercoaster when I have ups and downs
She doesn't care and constantly helps me turn around the frowns
She doesn't see the beauty within herself
Me but I see past her flaws because shes perfect and leaves me in great awe
Me I could write about her for hours, but words truly are what's in the heart
Me she used to be my beautiful dream and I'd never knew in life I'd be ever become so lucky
Me
I love you angel god bless my miracle

A touch here, a touch there
The sudden fear to then appear;
memories, I wish would disappear

Silent walls, silent screams
Slowly turned to violent dreams

I can feel them
rising up my chest

I can hear the words i never said...

Sorry, You must feel uncomfortable
Sorry, this song sounds bad
Sorry, My taste of movie is not as good as you
Sorry, I should've put yourself need first
Sorry,
Sorry,
I understand im not useful
I knew im pain in the ***
I knew you hated me
I hated me too
I hated me more



"stop saying sorry!"

How?
How to stop saying sorry when you feel sorry for your existance


No,
no one cant control how they feel
Never feel sorry for how you feel
You need to put you before others
You need to be happy
Because you are you


You are the sunshine of your existance
You will get better
You will be better.

I walk around feeling like a bullet wound. / like I am shot full of holes and always bleeding out. This is the type of pain that you can never find reprieve from. / I put my love and trust in a number of emotional assasins. / Well disguised as friends and lovers. / Then, in one fell swoop a wrecking ball was taken to the entirety of my life. / I quietly collected the salvagible pieces and receeded off into the shadows. / I have been clutching the shattered fragments close to my chest ever since. / sometimes it draws blood. / sometimes it makes it hard to breathe.

my mistakes are like a thousands little voices in the back of my mind
haunting me , slowly driving me insane . tranquility I cannot find
their telling me I will not amount to anything
because I destroy  everything
I am drowning in their appraisal
making me feel incapable.

You'd know him if you saw him,
When he appears out of the air,

He could make you jump without even trying,
With his grin ever there,

If you ever meet him - You'll find him in a tree,
Smiling at everything - He never seems to care,

His body seems to come and go,
His head and smile still seen,

When he vanishes completely it's never for long,
His coat always soft, with a smooth and silky sheen,

That Cheshire cat - A crafty one he is,
He may talk in riddles - And always does he preen,

The cat that can best even the greatest Magicians each and every time,
Helps as he pleases and watches without a care for never a nickel or dime.